How do you hold back the tears,
when your uncle says that you are twice the size you were a month ago,
in front of everyone?

How do you hold back your tears,
when your mother says that you're useless,
when it isn't even your fault,
in front of everyone?

Fuck everything.

Guten Tag.

Miss me? ;)
This poor blog shall be abandoned until December, I'm afraid.
No one feels worse about this than me. D=
Will miss ya'll, whoever you may be, stranger.

Auf wiedersehen!

Guten Tag.


I pick up random phrases from fictional stories I read online.

I do that pretty often these days. They're eye-catching.
Not very obvious but they get you thinking about the meaning of those words.

“If Alice were a crayon which color would she be?”
Looking at Jericho, Grey raised an eyebrow. “What?”
“What color is she?”
He had absolutely no idea. “Purple?”
“No,” Jericho sighed. “She’s black.”
“Black?”
“Yeah, everyone likes the black crayon. It’s the best one for absolutely anything."

 Guten Tag.

I got my All American Rejects concert ticket today!
The only local band I can stand is One Buck Short.
They're not bad. I've never heard Disagree play, nor their songs.
Pop Shuvit is...tolerable.
Wai Kuan asked the booth managers on the number of tickets to be given out ; 10K tickets.
Wow. 

Guten Tag.

This is a random piece I answered for a HP 'contest' at a forum. Thought it'll be fun since I'm trying to avoid studying. ;)

1. If you had to choose a person from the Harry Potter series to marry who would it be and why?
Draco Malfoy. Why wouldn't I? He's got the looks, money and power. xP

2. OMG OMG OMG! You're in a coma! You are living out a movie while in your comatose state!? FOREVER *gasp* Which movie are you living out? Why that movie? (doesn't have to be Harry Potter)
Twilight. I'd never get sick of it. Pun unintended.

3. Lets face we are all geeks here, there is no use in denying the fact. Your geek is showing! However what's your fandom? What makes you squee?
When I get an A on something I never thought I would.

4. What do you wanna be when you get all grown up good and strong?
Psychologist. Then, I can understand why we do some things and analyse everything everyone does to death. xD

5. If you were a dinosaur which one would you be? Also rename yourself a dinosaur name.
Little Foot from the movie, The Land Before Time. I remember watching this over and over again when I was a kid.
He's an Apatosaurus.
Rename-amation : Loooooooooooooooooooooooongneck.

6. Well crap. You're forced to eat the same meal/food for the rest of your life everyday. Which would you choose?
I'd eat Hokkien Fried Noodles. I'm sticking to my Chinese roots!

7. We all have our little quirks, that's what makes us interesting and fun. What are yours?
I walk funny. That makes ME different. That's a quirk indeed.

8. Who's the most influential person in your life? Are they your hero? Or are they the one person you'd do anything for.... Why is that?
I have to say... my older sister. Thinking of it now, I've always wanted to do whatever she does. She's studying to become a Psychologist and that's what I want to study after I graduate. I think she has a great fashion taste and I have horrible fashion taste so I never buy anything without getting her approval. She pretty much influence me and my decisions a lot.

9. Describe a perfect day with your best friend, or date with your lovie.
As I don't have a 'lovie' and don't plan on having one until I graduate high school, I'll stick to my bestie. The perfect day would be going to the movies, watching different movies back-to-back. then we'd go eat some fast food and walk around the mall aimlessly. xD

10. HOLYCOW! You won a million dollars. What are the first 5 things you are going to do with your new found fortune?
I can't buy a mansion because 1 mill. isn't enough.
- Visit Germany, Ireland, Romania and Vancouver.
- Keep some of it in the bank for future use.
- Go on a shopping spree with my sister.
- Renovate the house so I can have my own bedroom.
- Take the whole family along to a shopping spree.

11. Post a quote or song lyrics that inspires you.
"And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through"
Quoted from Move Along by All American Rejects.

Chao.

Guten Tag.

I would love to cover MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia in this post but I was just hit upon an idea. MTV can wait.

I formulated a plan in my head today on what I'm going to have to do.

Obstacle #1
SPM trials exam
~ Study till my brains fry.

Obstacle #2
SPM exam
~Ditto (as stated above).

Obstacle #3
National Service
~ I'm looking forward to this, as much as I dread several factors.

Obstacle #4
German Language lessons at ICLS
~ If I can't go all the way to Germany to learn German, I am determined to learn it here!

Obstacle #5
Driving Lessons
~ Not a major excitement source for me but it's necessary.

Obstacle #6
Look into the Titan Planet programme.
~ We shall see next year. No set plans or goals yet.

Obstacle #7
College
~ Psychology still seems to be the top choice.

Starting from #3, the obstacles are exchangeable with each other.
Unfortunately, obstacles 1 and 2 are non-negotiable. Boo.

I'm happy to finally have a plan!
Chao!

Guten Tag.

This is a quick message.

I'm searching for TWO Red Zone tickets to MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia.
If you are selling them, leave a message in the chatbox on the side of the page.

I am willing to pay RM200 for TWO tickets.
If it's a voucher that redeems two tickets, that's fine too.
Thank you.

I repeat,
I am buying tickets to MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia!

Chao.

EDIT:
I found a pair of tics. :D

Guten Tag.

Seeing as I was tagged (a favourite past time for certain bloggers), I must carry this out.
Let's get this done and over with, shall we?

The Alphabet Tag

A : Available : for an outing to the movies.
B : Birthday : is coming soon.
C : Crush on : Tom Felton & Jackson Rathbone.
D : Drink you last had : was H2O.
E : Earliest person you talked to : Mum. Who else can I talk to when I'm in the womb?
F : Favourite song : varies from day to day.
G : Games : are fun at time.
H : Hometown : shall remain unavailable.
I : In love with : Twilight & Harry Potter.
J : Juggle : school & internet time.
K : Killed someone : cyberly yesterday.
L : Longest car ride : happened a while ago.
M : Milkshake flavour : is non-existent.
N : Number of siblings : shall remain unknown.
O : One wish : can turn into multiple wishes if you know the trick.
P : Person you called recently : shall also remain unknown.
Q : Quest in life : is to find out why life is unfair.
R : Reason to smile : is present when you give me food.
S : Song you last heard : is playing right now.
T : Time you woke up : was a while ago.
U : Underwear colour : shall remain unknown forever.
V : Vegetables : are yummy.
W : Worst habit : will never be discovered.
X : X-rays you've had : quite some time ago.
Y : Yoyos are : circular.
Z : Zodiac sign : looks weird.

Chao!

Guten Tag.

MTV World Stage ’Live in Malaysia’ is coming up.
Various artists will be performing live (obviously).
I have to say, I'm looking forward to The All American Rejects and Pixie Lott more than the others.
I can't honestly say that I like Kasabian's music genre but it's music.
And what's life without music, as much as the term has been used and abused.

I have been mulling over slogans in my head for a while now.
Slogan that I could actually use and be proud of for the MTV Asia website contest.
Sad to say that I'm not much of a slogan person.
We shall see if I manage to drag my butt to the site to enter or not.
This little wish aside, I found another contest to join.

I stumbled upon it accidentally, halfheartedly hoping for something like this to pop up when I Googled about this concert.
Imagine my surprised when i actually found something.

Many of you might have heard about the mosh pit audition they had in Cineleisure Damansara, The Curve.
I never understood the term of 'mosh pit audition'.
Would you need to dance your heart out to et a pair of those golden (perhaps not) tickets?
That option would be out as obviously, my two left feet won't cooperate.
I digress.

As it turns out, I can possibly win a ticket to this concert by posting about this contest in my blog.
Blogging about wanting to win a contest by blogging.

Someone with this blog set up the contest!
This particular contest requires me to state why I want a ticket.
No word limit or rules, thankfully. x)

I cannot put into words why I want this ticket.
I am not going to sprout lies and a bunch of BS just to land a ticket.
This is the only place where I can't lie to myself.
What is a concert without good music and fans?
The All American Rejects have always been on my favourite band list.
Not on top of the pile but it's in there.
Newcomer ; Pixie Lott with her song 'Mama Do' is certainly catchy but not over the top.
Different from the gyrating pop music most teens craze about these days.

If I do manage to get a pass, awesome.
If no, it's MTV for me on TV. Yay. xD

On second thought, I just found someone who needs the ticket more than me.
This is just so weird.
I'm trying to win a ticket but end up asking you to let someone else win it.
Well, I have a big heart today, what can I say?
I think this dude should win the ticket.

Chao.

Guten Tag.

School was rather uneventful today.
However, Sue Fyenn and I spent our time wisely.
In attempt to curb massive boredom and sugar high, we discussed about where we should go after we graduate high school.

Top 3 Must-Visits After Graduation

London King's Cross railway station
I am, of course, a huge Harry Potter fan.
After months of constant badgering, Suef finally gave in to it and read the Harry Potter series. Applause is in order for my great feat.
Thank you thank you.
She suggested we visit Platform 9¾ to try and get into Harry's world.
Just imagine!
Leticia and Sue Fyenn, pushing their luggage trolley into a wall.
Wouldn't that be a sight?

Forks & La Push, Washington
Both of us are avid fans of Stephenie Meyer's Twilight Saga.
Why shouldn'd we live up to our name and get our butts there?
Just what would you do in a town like Forks?
We look for people that sparkle!
What about La Push?
We look for insanely built people with an appetite for raw meat!

Berlin Wall, Germany
This is my idea, actually.
I just like dragging Sue Fyenn with me.
We shall scale the Berlin Wall in Nazi uniforms!
That'll do it!
Well, maybe not the last bit.

Guten Tag.

I'm feeling hyperactive.
Not from sugar rush.
Maybe from a saturated fat rush.
Is there such thing?
I am not making sense, am I?
Well, too bad. :P
I had 3 chicken wings for dinner.
Mum always cuts off the skin. Igh.
That's like the best part, isn't it?
Sheesh!
Good health sucks sometimes.

BREAKING NEWS!
My internet friend (Chiaki) is a meanie.
She kills joy.
She's like a gigantic blackhole that sucks in all the stars and galaxies, them being my hyperactivity and utter joy.
Grind them up into bits and pieces of broken hopes.
She's a meanie.
Don't befriend her.
Not for the faint hearted.
You have been warned.

PS : Suefs, did you know that my little wittle cousins got EIGHT chicks (as in little babies of chicken that you fry and eat) from their dad's friend to rear? When will you ever end up with that/those chick(s) Caleb promised you? xD

Chao!

Guten Tag.

I was reminiscing back on the days where everything seemed so simple and almost- free.
No entanglements, no important matters that could affect our livelihood.
It was the time where little things seemed larger than ever. Almost life-altering.
But when you look back at the moments, they look rather unimportant now. Silly. Pointless even.
Everything was simple. Like 1+1=2.
Comparing it to these moments right now, they seem like child's play.
And indeed, they were.

It didn’t matter much if you got failed a test.
Even though we thought of it as a big deal then.
These tough days, a failed test is pretty much a prison sentence.
Less than 5 months left to study for the big, bad exam. So little time to catch up.
Grade A1 seems so far away and really, it is if you think closely.

You could feel the crushing pressure when you see a textbook in someone’s hands.
The tiny crack. The twinge in your conscience.
“Study study study!”
Bla bla bla.
Your conscience itself could guilt you to exhaustion, never mind the textbooks.

Chao.

PS : I'm skipping school tomorrow and will be watching Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince again! -squeals-

Guten Tag.

It has been a while since I've posted.
Forgive my incompetence to get myself to write something worth reading.

Recently (very recently), I won two tickets to the premier of Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince movie. Practically every close friend of mine has heard of my braggin- uhm, I mean me informing them.

Therefore without furthur ado, I present to you the awesome and spectacularly rad entry card!
I'm still feeling aplenty British at the moment.

Guten Tag.

Have you ever said 'sorry' to someone and got the reply, "Sorry No Cure"?
I have and I certainly despise that particular phrase.

I mean, when a person apologises, that shows that the person really is sorry for his/her action.
But nooo! Someone must go ahead and say, "Sorry No Cure".
Doesn't that just want to make you NOT apologise next time?
Sometimes, I just want to bash up the person that created the phrase.

Other news!

I am drafted into National Service.
Do I shriek in delight or wail in despair?
I can't decide at the moment.
I await the moment where it will sink in.

Mum isn't very happy. She's already starting to worry at the moment.
Sheesh! I should have kept this information to myself and reveal it to her the day before I'm scheduled to leave or something,
"Guess what, mum?! I'm leaving for NS tomorrow!"
That wouldn't go well at all.

My sister, on the other hand is laughing at me.
What ever happened to sisterly love?!
Chao!

Ahh, I could just drool.

Guten Tag.

I wonder how is everyone doing.
I'm pretty miserable for these past few days.
Something triggered it but I won't mention what did.

I've been involving myself in a few projects.
Writing projects to be specific.

I have been talking to myself lately.
No matter how disturbing it sounds, I could actually have a conversation with myself in my mind.
I wonder if this is a sign that I'm going slightly cuckoo.

Yesterday was possibly the day that I spoke least in school.
The 'trigger', combined with the 'other secret factor that I refuse to mention' was really overwhelming.
Staying silent and keeping to my thoughts were pretty much my outlet.
Like they say, some thoughts are best kept to oneself.

Chao.

Guten Tag.

Guten Tag.

In celebration of the end of exam week and the beginning of the school holidays,
I decided to treat myself to a Dominos Pizza meal this afternoon.
That left me feeling pretty full until 5 minutes ago.
Note that I did not eat dinner.
It is 11.28pm and my stomach's creating a fuss again.
Like it did yesterday.
And the day before.
Who knew stomachs could be so bothersome?

Now that the holidays are here, don't you just want to slack off?
I know I do.
Unfortunately, my conscience won't let me.

How's your conscience?
Does it bug you when you don't listen to it/him/her?

Chao.

Guten Tag.

How could you resist???

xD

Chao.

Guten Tag.

I am thinking about modifyin my Blog URL and Penname.
Shockin'?!

Well, Tokio Hotel craze is still present but not as prominent as it was.
I'm just waiting for the next album to drop.

My latest hobby seems to be browsing Youtube.
There's always some rather interesting people out there.
Today's interest was Britain's Got Talent audition tapes.
George Sampson, Aiden David, Andrew Johnston...
I suggest you go check them out.
Great people with awesome talent.

George Sampson and Aiden Davis makes me feel like breaking into a dance. xD
And you guys know I can't dance.
Not o.n.e. BIT

The latest sound effect here is the song George Sampson danced to durin the Finale of last years' Britain's Got Talent.
These talented people make me feel so inferior and untalented. xD

Chao!

Guten Tag.

I probably have a curse.
Someone placed a curse on me where I can't have a pet that I love that lives past a week.
Oh well.

Here's a MiniMail post.
A new type of post, among the Blabber posts and Ecocharity posts that I have.

These MiniMails are in random order and I do not practice favouritism here.
Well, unless you bribe me. I'm a supporter of bribery.
---------------------------------------------------------

Fuzzy aka Maria :
Where have you beeeeen?
It's been more than a week since I replied to your email and you have yet to reply!
Boy, do I sound whiny or what?

Peanut aka I'm-Not-Sure-Who :
I wonder who you are.
I'm guessing that I know you or you know me.
If no, you're a pretty cool stalker.

Bryan aka Brian Casey:
I know I said I'm banning myself off the internet until the 28th.
It's Saturday tomorrow so my self-restraint failed and here I am.
*sigh*
I love internet.
How's Rodney?
I miss Fuzzy.

Livia aka Emma :
You're the only HEXer that I've seen visit my blog more than once. xD
Thank you.
Hope your raffle's going well and I'm excited to see your contest begin.

Jasper aka Jackson Rathbone :
How's the filming going? xD
Reply soon.

FyennFyenn aka Sue Fyenn :
You need to be online more often.
I really need to expose you to the wonders of internet.
And of course, Harry Potter! xD
You really should give HP a chance.

AnnaBanana aka Farhana :
Sorry I don't visit your blog much.
I'm a very busy person, as you may know.
We really should speak more in school.

Just email me or leave me a note in the Chatbox and I'll get back to you.
Babble there, shriek at me for forgetting you or just say 'hi'. =D

Chao!

Fuzzy died. =(

Guten Tag.

A user wrote :

3.) Strictly only to be kept as family pets and not adopted and cooked in
rabbit-kut-teh or soup or whatever at all

Guten Tag.

As I sit here staring at my History textbook (or keyboard right this second), I am horribly disappointed with myself.

I should be studying.
Someone please kick me.

Chao!

Guten Tag.

As you MIGHT have noticed, the sound effects came back. xD
And as you MIGHT have noticed too, it was the same song I used previously.
I used this one because it loads continuously instead of getting stuck from section to section.
Stuck-idy songs grate my nerves more than my little brother.

Midterm exam is in two weeks.
I am shivering in my boots.
Yet, I am not the least interested in picking up a textbook.
Am I lazy or what?

All I do these days is go online and stare at the µTorrent on my computer, downloading a number of movies I can't wait to watch.
They move, say... 5 % a day if I'm lucky.
Can you please spell 'obsessed'?
Wait, you can just spell it right off here because I just did.
Lame joke. *cackles*

Besides that, this is my 101th post.
It reminds me of the Dalmatians so I shall post in black to colour coordinate with the white background.
Aren't I smart? :D

We had an interview session for Form 3 students today who wish to become a prefect.
They were practically quaking in their shoes even before the whole interview started.
Random students coming up to prefects asking their names, position on the board and such.
Some of them were even trying to memorise the vision and mission of the school!
The moment finally came and let's just say we weren't very accomodating to them. *cackles*
This act probably killed off 94% of all the good deeds I've done last week.
*gives out virtual apples to visitors to gain back points*
Apples because I heard candies are bad for your teeth!

Chao!

Guten Tag.

This is the 100th post! :D
*throws confetti*

I came back from camp yesterday and I am beat!
I went on the solo night walk at 2.30am and was hearing senseless words before that since I was sleep deprived.
Something about cuticles. xD

I bet Pn. Mahani (our prefect board adviser) would throw a fit tomorrow about my absence to handle the Monday assembly today.
I'm so dead.

My 'big words' skill is pretty rusty and I'm not keen on sharpening it up just yet.
I'm pretty lazy and tired.

This is not how I imagined my 100th post to be but what can I do...? xD

Chao!

Guten Tag.

According to my BM tuition teacher, there is about 32 weeks left before the big bad SPM hits Malaysia.

You find teachers repeating the fact that you have to study more often.
Parents pressuring you to revise frequently.
Your conscience warning you for procrastinating.

My mum and sister asked me whether I've figured out what I'm going to study in college next year.

While they worry away about what course I would be taking, I had one little paranoid thought.
What if I fail? What if I have to repeat the year again?
Everyone was so sure that I would pass and move on to college.
Here I am thinking, what if I go blank during the exam and just sit there staring at everyone scribbling away? What a horrendous thought.

My BM tuition teacher's speech today really made me realise that there's not much time left. Usually, teachers blabber away at the number of months we have left before SPM but I just tune them out.

Then, here he comes with his '32 weeks left' speech and it hit me like a brick.
(No need for a ton of bricks, a single brick would do just fine)

Hours after tuition class ended, I find myself here, looking through pages and pages of college majors. I had something in mind but as usual, my evil self-conscious said I was too asinine to study the course.

After looking through a bunch of majors at THIS awesome site,
I compiled a list of possible majors.

Developmental Psychology
Forensic Psychology
Criminology
Sociology
Social Psychology
Tourism and Travel Management
Business Communications

Yeah, I know. Loads of psychology related fields.
People interest me.

Take a widely known fact as an example.
When you see people cross their arms over their chest, some would think that it's a relaxed pose. To those who understand, it's screams out insecure and defensive.
Simple really, basic human instincts . =)
Partly psychology related, therefore the root of my interest.

Figured out what interests you yet?

Chao.

Guten Tag.

School starts again tomorrow.
Oh how I dread so.
Anyways, I feel like neglecting my blog these days.


Chao.

Guten Tag.

I'll be changing my blogskin in a few hours.
Take a good look and say Auf Wiedersehen forever.

Chao.

EDIT :

Well, after staring at the blogskin I picked yesterday multiple times, I decided that I don't really like it.

Back to the drawing board for me. =(

Chao.

Guten Tag.

I love reading.
Besides the obvious fact that reading enables a person to just disconnect from real life and immerse themselves in a fictional one, we can relate to the characters.
Sometimes, you find that the characters live through the same things you do and that's what's peculiar.
It's like they were written just for you.
As if the story was about you, even if it wasn't.

For example, a nippet from a story I was reading,

His shoulders jerked up as he kept his head bent over the handlebars. “I don’t know. I’ve always been pretty quiet myself actually. The way the others interact– Vincent, Will, Caine, Jack– I’ve never really been one hundred percent comfortable. I don’t know if it’s just me or if –“ He sent her a lazy smile. “If we’re just loners. Sometimes, I feel like I’m more of an observer than really one of them. You know?”

Guten Tag.

One hour.
8.30pm Saturday 28th March 2009.

Does that ring a bell?
If no, you must have been living under a rock for months now.

Earth Hour.
Visit HERE for more information.

Fight global warming together.
Even if you're not an environmentalist, at least do your part for an hour to help save Earth.
The banner below is practically Obama inspired so if you've been crazy for Obama for the last few months, then vote! xD

To add a touch of corniness to this post, I shall say...
Vote today! The future is in your hands!

Chao!

PS~> Don't forget to switch of all of the light switches!

Guten Tag.

You know one of those days where nothing goes right?
Absolutely nothing goes right!?

Well, today is one of my days.
I'm not sure if it's the Friday the 13th omen but I refuse to believe so.

It all started when I was doing my Chemistry PEKA report at 11.30pm yesterday.
I'm a last minute person, what can I say?

I did a complete page of the report and at the end of the page, thought I wrote the wrong question down.
I did my 'calm-down-before-I-start-cursing' breathing and started with a new one.

Then, I realised that I tabulated the table wrongly!
This time my breathing method almost failed but then, I moved on.

I pulled out a new sheet of paper and rewrote everything again, making sure I did not make the same mistakes.
Conveniently, Sue Fyenn texted me just as I penned down the final words in that paper.

To my surprise, I had been staring at the wrong page all that while!
Safe to say that my breathing method went out the window after that. xD

Moving on to the second event of the day that managed to irritate me just minutes ago!

I had been HTML coding and was about to post it onto a forum when my Photobucket picture upload went on a fit. It refused to budge and I was forced to close down the window, all together with my precious codes.

I tried again, HTML codes at the ready and pictures uploading.
I guess you can predict it by now that the uploading got stuck again.
Down the drain my codes went again.

I refused to give up, hoping that my persistence would pay off.
When things finally looked bright, I giddily tried uploading the pictures again, stupidly thinking that third time's the charm.
Well, third time charms can go to hell from now on.
You get the picture.

I refused to let technology beat me so I went at it again. xD
Everything finally went right!
Tada!!!!!!!!

I would do the victory dance now if it wasn't for my inability to dance.
The irony of things...*sigh*

Tip of the Day : Try and try again! Never give up, kids!

Chao.

Guten Tag.
I've decided that the bunch of you could use a laugh so look what i found...

TENDJEWBERRYMUD
It's amazing, you will understand the above word by the end of the conversation...
Read aloud for best results. "Tendjewberrymud" Be warned, you're going to find yourself talking "funny" for a while after reading this.

The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room-service at a hotel in Asia, which was recorded and published in the FarEast Economic Review...

Room Service (RS): "Morny. Ruin sorbees"
Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialled room-service"
RS: "Rye..Ruin sorbees..morny! Djewish to odor sunteen??"
G: "Uh..yes..I'd like some bacon and eggs"
RS: "Ow July den?"
G: "What??"
RS: "Ow July den?...pry, boy, pooch?
G: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry, scrambled please."
RS: "Ow July dee bayhcem...crease?"
G: "Crisp will be fine."
RS: "Hokay. An San tos?"
G: "What?"
RS: "San tos. July San tos?"
G: "I don't think so"
RS: "No? Judo one toes??"
G: "I feel really bad about this, but I don't know what 'judo one toes' means."
RS: "Toes! toes!...why djew Don Juan toes? Ow bow singlish mopping we bother?"
G: "English muffin!! I've got it! You were saying 'Toast.' Fine. Yes,an English muffin will be fine."
RS: "We bother?"
G: "No..just put the bother on the side."
RS: "Wad?"
G: "I mean butter...just put it on the side."
RS: "Copy?"
G: "Sorry?"
RS: "Copy...tea...mill?"
G: "Yes. Coffee please, and that's all."
RS: "One Minnie. Ass ruin torino fee, strangle ache, crease baychem, tossy singlish mopping we bother honey sigh, and copy....rye??"
G: "Whatever you say"
RS: "Tendjewberrymud"
G: "You're welcome."

Chao! =D

Guten Tag.

How has everyone been?
It has been a week or two since I've made an update.

I have good news!
So far I didn't fail any of my papers for my monthly test.
That's one.
Another important news is that I've stopped caring about what people think about me!
=D
Imagine how glad I am over this.

Say I walk like a duck or whatever.
Laugh at my poor ears that suffer from premature stunted growth.
I no longer care!
I feel like shrieking with joy.
As corny as I might sound (I'm pretty corny most of the time) , I love myself just the way I am.

As you can hear, I changed my blog sound effect.
I'll be switching from one to another from time to time.
I'm thinking about messing with my blog codes again but I'm pretty lazy.

Reading what I've posted previously, I found a short yet entertaining (in my opinion) rhyme that I wrote last year after all the hype of the band states competition was over.

I would just like to repost it, for the memories I guess. =)

I miss band,
Where we all held hands,
Marching outside till we turn tan,
Frying our skin off as if on a frying pan,
Throwing mud at each other while we ran,
Screaming out songs as loud as we can,
Out to the whole Klang Jaya land,
Wishing the school would buy some sand,
After stepping in and out of mud screaming, "Oh shit man!"
And shouting the word "BUGGER" in the end.

We really did wish the school would buy some sand.
The field was littered with dog poppie and God knows what else.
And I did scream out 'Oh shit,man!' when I sank like what- 5 inches into the mud?

I love memories.
I've said this before and I'm saying it again, you'll never know the meaning of being a band member until you become one.

Therefore here I am,
Unofficially promoting for you,
To join band.
Fellow band members would be so proud of me. /nods

Cheerios.
Chao.

Guten Tag.

How was your day?
Mine was just the typical stay-in day.
You know, routine.

I learnt a new word through one of the romance novels I read today.

Guten Tag.

I finally ended my self-exile from my beloved computer.
72 hours never felt so unbearable.
Darn you, monthly test.

Poor Darren fractured/broke his elbow two days ago and is back from the hospital.
He wouldn't let me sign his cast. =(
Guess he's missing out on a big honor.

Spelling skills have abandoned me these days.
Memory skills have improved though.
Hand-eye coordination still as bad as ever.

I am pretty proud our the school band's percussion solo during the Sport's Day event.
Click HERE to watch it.
Special thanks to Jia Ji for uploading the awesome video.

Other than that, so far everything in life is going pretty well.
Family life still good.
Love life still happily non-existent.
School life is tolerable.
It's all good. xD

Sorry about the lack of quality in the post these days.
Can hardly find anything good to blog about.
I'll stumble upon something soon. :)

Chao.

Guten Tag.

Dumb Fact of the Day : I lost track of time and thought today was Thursday. xD

Bones feel like they creak and crack at every move.
Fingers are invisibly bruised and so is my poor leg.
Being in a marching band isn't as easy as people think.

I watched Oprah yesterday out of boredom and plain laziness. It got interesting after a while because it was an episode about 'What Would You Do?'

It was based on a TV show where unsuspecting people were placed in difficult situations without knowledge that they were on camera.

What would you do if you see a man physically abusing a woman?
A quote from a summary of one of the show's episodes.

Guten Tag.

I'm feeling pretty depressed for no apparent reason.

I just hit something that could be a topic for today's post.

The Chase.

Girls like being chased and guys like the chase.
That's the general conception.

I did some researching and here's what I found...
It's a piece of advice.

Guten Tag.

It's a day before Valentine's Day and I have no wish to blog anything about it.
Too much hype over it that it actually deserves.
Yeah yeah, call me an old hag.

Did you know?
V-Day is a global movement to end violence against women and girls.

Most individuals rather focus on Valentine's Day instead of realising that there's another side where V Day plays an important role.

No, of course not.
Everyone's crazy over Valentine's Day these days.
Flowers, chocolates, gifts...
Completely overrated.

I've turned into somewhat of a feminist, I think.
I'm not against the male race.
I just don't trust them.

You know where things just happen one too many times and at one point you just decide to cut yourself off from the problem until you're well enough to handle it?
I don't know what to do with it so I'm dealing with it the way that I find easiest.

An advice to some :
When the person doesn't show any interest in you, give up. It's not going to happen and never will.

Chao.

Guten Tag.

It's been a while since I've updated. I finally found something worth blogging about.
Well, maybe. :)
Have you ever dared to write down something amazingly dumb yet funny in your exam paper?
A penpal introduced me to a site once and I've long forgotten about it until I read something similarly common today.

I still remember the day when I wrote down "April's Fool" in my Sivik test paper when the question asked what happened in Malaysia on the 1st of April. Tee hee hee!

Look at this. Amazingly smart!I just might attempt to try out one or two of these awesome answers for my upcoming monthly test.
Or maybe not.

Guten Tag.
Hello guys.


It's a sad morning to start the day with.
My grandfather passed away two days ago.
3 days before Chinese New Year.


It's a horrible thought because even though we didn't have that close relationship, I was still looking forward to see him during the family reunion.


My sister woke me up in the middle of the night to inform me about it but I didn't pay much attention because I thought I heard wrong.

I think there were some signs before he passed away.
I didn't care about buying new clothes this year.
He kept asking my aunts and uncles when were they going to come back to visit him.
He crossed off every date starting from January 1st until the 23rd. There were two calenders. He only crossed off number '23' on one calender but he didn't tear off the '23rd January' paper on the other calender like he did with the rest..

He really wanted to celebrate this CNY so somehow we're going to find a way to spend it with him tomorrow.

It just makes me realise that you don't miss people until they're really gone.
Cherish those that are with you. Especially during this Chinese New Year. =)

Chao.

Guten Tag.

The first month of January is almost gone now and most of us have the days packed with tons of activities!
Tuition classes to go to, responsibilities to attend to, homeworks piling up before you as you sit her reading this miserable post.

It's tough to find the time for everything these days.
I finally corrected my money order and will be sending the forms in tomorrow.
Or maybe the day after tomorrow.
I hate procrastinating.

I heard about the attack of a Croatian lecturer Dr Andelko Simic from my sister this afternoon.
He's a lecturer in one of her classes, you see.

I find this matter really appalling. A report on Malay Mail online confirms that KL is definitely unsafe these days.
I don't even dare to step a foot out of the house in the bright sunny afternoon, much less once the Sun sets.
People can hardly ever go out for a walk in the evening anymore these days without running into some kind of trouble or worrying that they would.

What do you think?

Talk to you guys some time soon.
Chinese New Year is in 5 days but it seems so much far away with all the hay-wire activities around me.

Chao. =)

Guten Tag.

It's Saturday.
Well, what's left of it anyway.

The day went on quite well.
Spent the day in school wandering around, typing letters, colour coordinating marbles...

After hours of thinking, I've decided that I'm done trying.
I'm done trying to fit in with the gang.
All the differences seem too hard to overcome when only one party is doing all the work.

No open house for Chinese New Year.
I'm done with all the crap.
No more fake persona just to put up with your so-called-friendships.
What is the point?
What's the point of spending CNY with people you're not even close with?
I might as well invite strangers into my home.

Chao.

Guten Tag.

It's been a few days since that EcoCharity post and I've made progress!
Another step to fulfill my new year resolution!
Have I ever told you guys that this is the first ever new year resolution I've fulfilled?
Look! Click to see. :)



And another one!
This is similar to FreeRice, only that it's specifically for children!



Now, have any of you been helping with this EcoCharity work?
I hope so. =)

Thank you and chao!
The next post will be posted soon.

Guten Tag.


This has been lingering on my mind for quite some time but I never wanted to express it really.
As friends go their different way, they tend to grow apart and that's exactly what happened.


I find my mind blank on topics to talk about when I saw my friends today and it dawned on me that things will just get worse when we graduate.

I'm not close with many even if it might look that way.
I guess the situation feels more severe when you actually realise it.
All that while you think that you're a part of that big bunch of good friends and in the end, you see yourself bring put aside for something else that was more important to them.

It really makes you think again.
About your priorities.
About your life.
About who you call your friends.
And about everything that matters.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that not everyone can be your friend forever.
I try to get the friendship to work but sometimes when the other party doesn't take the effort to do the same thing, I guess that friendship is doomed to fail.

All I'm trying to say is that people should pay attention to their surroundings and just observe.
Everyone's caught up in their own little lifes to notice what's going on around them.

As goes the saying,
Men are not against you; they are merely for themselves.

Chao. =)

Guten Tag.
An EcoCharity post!
I will be posting EcoCharity posts as I call them from time to time. =D

These days, there's quite a number of activities and cases where people are encouraged to do good for the environment.

Supermarkets and shopping malls are promoting the use of grocery bags instead of plastic bags.
Websites to help save the environment have been popping up.

However, it seems like not many of us are aware of them.
We just brush them off as minor details as we are oh-so-very-busy everyday.

One of my New Year Resolutions this year is to be more environmental conscious and do more charity work so here I am to do my part.

FreeRice!
FreeRice is simply a website committed to the cause of ending hunger around the world. While it is not a registered non-profit organization, FreeRice is run entirely for free and at no profit. All money (100%) raised by the site goes to the UN World Food Program to help feed the hungry. Sponsors make all payments to the UN World Food Program directly.

The rice you donate makes a huge difference to the person who receives it. According to the United Nations, about 25,000 people die each day from hunger or hunger-related causes, most of them children. Though 20 grains of rice may seem like a small amount, it is important to remember that while you are playing, so are thousands of other people at the same time. It is everyone together that makes the difference. FreeRice has generated enough rice to feed more than two million people since it started in October 2007.

All you have to do is go to FreeRice and play word games!
Easy huh?

There's even different subjects to choose from so you learn new words,geography facts and even languages as you help earn free rice!

By playing FreeRice, you can :

Help end world hunger
Formulate your ideas better
Write better papers, emails and business letters
Speak more precisely and persuasively
Comprehend more of what you read
Read faster because you comprehend better
Get better grades in high school, college and graduate school
Be more effective and successful at your job

I really hope you guys would take part in this to help.
Thank you.

Chao!

Guten Tag. :)

Guess what just hit me.
The fact that I've changed.
And no, I'm not talking about physical changes.
And I'm not going into my weight issues. xP

A new year and a new day in school.
How's everyone feeling after attending school for the first time in quite some time?

Everything was pretty hectic in the first few hours this morning.
Assembly was a mess.
Plans.
You make them but they never go as smoothly as you want them to go.

Spent the rest of the day hanging out with Sue Fyenn and Lester.
Scribbling tic-tac-toe on Lester's arm while Lester reads chick porn out LOUD.
Yes, chick porn.
Loooooong story.
I still cringe at the thoughts.
Feel free to ask Sue Fyenn all about it.

Now, back to my point.
Changes!
I realise that I'm not as vain as I used to be.
I used to care just a little too much about my appearance.
And the funny way I walk and the taunts didn't help much either.
I realise that I'm way past it these days.
It's just not worth fussing over every little detail anymore.

Not much of a change, but change IS change.
It doesn't matter how insignificant it is but you get my point. :)

Another different change all together, I've stopped cursing. =)
I might curse once in a while under my breath.
But at least I don't say them out loud anymore these days.

What a good post to end my day with.
I'm so glad I have you guys...
My fellow blog readers to drop by once in a while to read my blabbers.
Thank you very much. =)
Danke schön!

Is it me or am I feeling overly emotional?

Chao. =)

Guten Tag.

I couldn't think of anything to post about so here is a snippet of my conversation with a friend or two.

It all started pretty sane.
And it ended up, not-so-sane.

Once upon a time,

Me : Yes. I live in a place where there's 30 hours a day.
Friend #1 : Ahh I thoughts so! And I suppose you also have strawberry flavoured rain, and all the flowers are made of candy.
Me : Oh yes! And we have edible dirt too!
Friend #1 : And this place would happen to be a Chocolate Factory would it? Are you an Oompa Loompa? O_O
Me : No, those little Oompa Loompas are my slaves.
Friend #1 : Ooo you are Johnny Depp in disguise!
Me : *nods* Tell no one. You talk, you die.
Friend #2 : LMAO!!! you two are nuts!
Me : Thank you! =D *points gun at Friend #2* I repeat, no one.
Friend #1 : *runs off to make an ad telling eveyone* te he he!
Me : Bang! *Friend #1 falls down the stairs, snapped his neck and down into a blackhole*

And it ended happily ever after.

Chao =)

Guten Tag.

According to an article in The Star newspaper today, we should refrain from making new year resolutions as research shows that it causes unnecessary stress and low esteem.
As if I need more of those.

Instead, we should focus on doing something for the community and environment!
Boy, am I feeling active or what!?

Therefore, here I am altering my new year resolutions.

Guten Tag. :)

It's New Year's Day.
And I'm sitting here all by myself.
While my family went out shopping.
Despite the fact that I'm home alone,
I love the fact that I have the whole house to myself.
I can blast music all I want and there's no one around to scream at me to turn the blasted thing down.
Hehehe.

Approximately 3 days left before everyone returns to school.
I can't say that I'm jumping for joy
However, the fact that I get to see everyone again isn't all that bad either.

Like Sue Fyenn said yesterday,

Leticia is practically radiating optimism right from her skin because she wants
to start the new year with positive thoughts.

Guten Tag.

I have two topic to cram into the last day of 2008 and I've decided to put them together.
This will be one long post.

A survey I grabbed from Shin-Yi :

THE SELF
[01] Real name: Leticia
[02] Nickname: german wannabe Ticia
[03] Married: Marriage is as far away from my mind as pigs flying.
[04] Zodiac Sign: Virgo
[05] Gender: Female.
[06] Age: Sechzehn
[07] High school: SMRM.
[08] College: I have one in mind.
[09] Height: 5'3 (Growth spurt abandoned me)
[10] Weight: Definitely not 48kg.
[11] Do you like yourself: Depends on which side of me.
[12] Piercings: Ears and ears only.
[13] Right or left: Leftie.
[14] Are you a freak: More of a weirdo.
[15] Hair: Brown.
[16] Skin: Somewhere in the fine line between tan and average.
[17] Allergic: Haven't broke out in hives before.
[18] What are you doing now: Multitasking.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Still be here.
[20] What will you do 10 years later: I'm no seer.
[21] Live with: Family.
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: Debbie
[24] Youngest: Darren.
[25] Love/hate your family: There's a fine line between love & hate but I pretty much love them, most of the time.

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: I don't think I'm missing any body parts.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: N/A
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: A person of his own. I can't change & mold people into who I want them to be.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: N/A
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: The only wooing I've ever done is woo a rabbit.
[31] Anyone woo you before: You're entering guarded territories here.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Well, I think the left side of me is acting up a little bit.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Sat in front of the computer too long.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: Many times. Those darn joints.
[35] You with your other half since: I was created.
[36] Are you straight/crooked: A little bit crooked from all the time I spent sitting here.
[37] Reasons you love your other half: It's a part of me.
[38] You and your other half in which stage: The stunted growth stage.
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: We woo each other and woo all the way. xD
[40] Ever think of marrying he/she: Are you hinting that I'm going to die a spinster?

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Sue Fyenn.
[42] Your first enemy: N/A
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): Sue Fyenn.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): N/A.
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Tammy.
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: I don't need his girlfriend coming after me. xD
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: A moralless one.
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: A boastful one.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Hell no.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: I'm straight, mind you?
[51] If your friend's backstabbing you: Confrontation is bound to happen.
[52] If your friend betray you: Ditto.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Pretty unlikely since my lover is non-existent.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Can I stress the word 'friend'?
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Extremely unlikely.

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Just a kiasu one.
[57] You always done your homework/assignments: No.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: N/A.
[59] Always late to school/college: Once, on purpose.
[60] Your class: 4S3 is growing up to become 5S3.
[61] You love your seniors: Distantly.
[62] Seniors who you love the most: N/A.
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Great.
[64] Excellent result classmate: Shin-Yi, Sherran, Sue Fyenn, Vivek, Sharelina, Caleb, ...
[65] Laziest classmate: Won't be me next year.
[66] Smart people: Everyone can be if they just put in the effort.
[67] Stupid people: No one is dumb.
[68] Good looking people: A number.
[69] Ugly people: This subject is overrated.
[70] Funny people: A number.
[71] Cute people: Quite a few.
[72] Bad people: Certain times.
[73] Honest people: Hopefully.
[74] Acting people: I believe the right word is pretentious.
[75] You are what kind of people: A pretty normal one if you overlook certain behaviours.

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: N/A.
[77] Hugs or kisses: Huggles.
[78] Shorter or taller: Growth spurts are good.
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: You can't help it.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Do keep out of stalker territory.
[81] Listener or Talker: Both are cool by me.
[82] Romantic or rich: Tough choice. xD
[83] Good husband or good father: Should be both.

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: I can't see the future, mind you.
[85] Numbers of kid(s): A trillion is out of question.
[86] Career: N/A.
[87] Salary: N/A.
[88] Retirement age: N/A.
[89] Properties value: N/A.
[90] Wishes: Unforeseen.

THE VICTIMS
If you are reading this, you know what to do.

My personal opinion about this particular survey :
It's pretty pathetic.
It just goes to show how controlling people are.

On a lighter note,
I have finally decided to think up a couple of new year resolutions.

Guten Tag©.

Now, guess what day it is.
Tuesday.
You guess right!
It is also the day of doom for many.
The day that reveals their fate for the next year!
The day that determines where they might go in life!
It's the day where all the Form 3 students of Malaysia face their parents with their result papers.
Low quality papers, I might add.
I mean, c'mon!
The least they can do after putting students through months of becoming close buddies with textbooks is hand out high quality result papers!

This leads me to the topic of the day.
Moving on.

Some of them may not have achieved what they had set out for but in the end, it's about sucking it up and moving on with your life.

Many of us tend to dwell and lament over our past problems.
What we fail to see or want to face is that they are the past.
I guess it's always easier to wonder and despair over these petty matters rather than look towards the future because we're afraid of what we would face then.

School starts in 6 days.
A new year.
A new experience.
And hopefully a great one.

I'm going to stop looking at the negative side of 2009 (such as the dreaded SPM) and focus on the positive.

There's nothing like optimism these days. =D

Chao©!

PS~> Dearie Suefs, my trademark greeting and ending note are copyrighted so no stealing.

Guten Tag.

Whoa, I can almost hear the cheering and 'hallelujah''s being thrown about right now.
As some of you may notice, there has been a lack of- alright sorry, NO update since my last post on my letter to Santa.

Go ahead, throw your stinking poo-covered slippers at me or something.
I feel bad for neglecting this blog right now.
Yeah, I was feeling content with letting it rot a few days ago.
No, I didn't just say that.

Moving on from the subject of your slippers, this post has been taking a short while to be published because of several complications which I would not name.
In short form, none of your bleedin' business.

Basically, I went to Port Dickson a week ago and as usual, there's nothing to do there other than stroll along the white, sandy beaches and enjoy the view of the crystal clear waters sparkling in the rays of the Sun.

The hotel that we stayed at had its' own little bowling alley and we decided to drop by and play a game or two.

My first and only game for that day even though we paid for two games.
Explanation for that coming soon.
Keep reading.

Game #1


Uhm..yeah.


This is where I decided to stop sweeping the drain and let my mum take over.


The ending scores.
My name has been replaced with 'Mum Extraordinaire'.

Game #2


My brother ended his game with my dad and came over to our lane to play.
He took my place and started on his losing streak.
He was playing just fine before this.
This proves that the alley is cursed.
*nods*

Next!
Did you know that it snowed in Malaysia on Christmas Day?
You didn't know that, now did you?

That's why you sad, lost kids read my blog.
I'm your source of knowledge!
The shining light in your life!
Or in Malay, pelita hidup.
Your hanging place! (Not literally though)
Or in Malay, tempat bergantung.

Well, let me explain.
My dad, mum and I went to Midvalley Megamall on the 25th and somewhere during the afternoon, it starting snowing.

I have proof!!!





See.
What did I tell ya?
Need I say more?

The 'snow' was actually little clumped bubbles sprayed from the top floor.
They do look like snow, don't they?

Safe to say that the place stank of dishwashing liquid minutes later.

That's all Leticia has to say at the moment.
Enjoy the remaining of your holidays and Happy Belated Christmas!

PS~> 8 days of freedom left.
*falls down to knees, sobbing uncontrollably*

Chao!

Guten Tag.
It's means 'good day' if you don't know by now.

I certainly am not having one.
If you didn't notice, I haven't been around online for a few days.
Why?
My little brother and my cousin had been playing around in the room when I wasa using the computer.
They crashed onto the table and accidentally pulled the plug off.
The computer refused to operate properly and the programs went about in circles after that.
Now that it's fixed, all my precious files are...you've guess it.


My hundreds of songs.
Written stories.
Important programs.
Stubborn softwares that take a decade to download.
Mr. Limewire.
Miss Frostwire.


And not to forget,
All my Twilight & Tokio Hotel avatars/pictures/banners/animations that took me months to collect.


At least there's one thing I won't miss.
Mr. Virus.


Dear Generic Trojan Horse,
Goodbye.
And good riddance.

Christmas is coming!
Are you in the christmassy mood yet?
Christmas related post tomorrow!

Chao. =)

Guten Tag.

Tis' my little brother's 11th birthday.
Wish you a Happy Birthday online,kid.
Even though I banned you from going online.

Anyways, we went to a seafood restaurant tonight and ordered crabs.
Oh-so-yummy-yet-pain-inducing crabs!
One of the crabs made me bleed.
Payback, my dad calls it for eating the crab.
For some reason, I ALWAYS injure myself when eating crabs.
Oh well..

3 ways of eating crabs
1.) Chopsticks
2.) Fingers
3.) Hands

Method 1
My dad's method. He ate crabs using chopsticks.
No idea how he manages it.
I can't even grip food properly using them, for God's sake!

Method 2
My method.
Simple.
Relatively clean.

Method 3
My brother, Darren's method.
Very simple.
Very messy & caveman-ish.

Basically when eating crabs, table manners become table madness.
Now, you don't think that I was going to talk about crabs all day, now did you?

Today is particularly frustrating.
Inspirations don't come easily when in frustration.

All you get is crabby crab talk.
Sorry.

Chao. :)

Guten Tag!

Sorry for the lack of update these days. Obsessions over things I can't hav and inspirationless days have been keeping me away. Feel free to bash me if it makes you happy.

I have been randomly tagged recently so here I go.

I like my oversized tee shirt & shorts.

8. All time favourite song.

Tokio Hotel ~ Durch den Monsun

9. Favourite TV shows.

10. First name of your significant other/crush.

I didn't pick Edward/Jasper because they came later on. xD
Constellation Draco.

I trust you enough that you could figure out who it is.

11. The town in which you live.

The greener side.

12. Your screenname/nickname.

Can you spot my name?

13. Your first job.

Perhaps I shoud call the Child Protection Service.


14. Your dream job.

Professional figure skater.

15. A bad habit you have.

Enough said.


16. One thing you'd like to do before you die.

Visit Germany.


17. The first thing you'd buy if you had a million dollars.

I doubt a million dollars would even cover the pool, much less the mansion.

You have been tagged!

If you have a blog, you shall do the same thing.

If you don't, go make one.

Guten Tag!


The good things in life.
Have you thought of what they are?

I was eating some rice that my mum and little brother bought and I stared at the corns and peas.
Even though I'm a 'vegetable' person, I'm not much of a 'peas and corns' person.
My little brother didn't know that.


He brought me my pack of rice and told me that he picked out the side dishes for me himself.
I guess he knew that I like vegetables and decided to put scoop in as much of them possible.


Even though we're not particularly fond of each other and quarrel just about everyday, this simple act of his made me realise that he does care and I should give him more credit than I do now.


Same thing with my sister.


Basically, all I'm trying to say is that sometimes we don't notice the little things that people do for us in life.
Sometimes they do it without realising but when they do, they hold onto the hope that maybe you would notice.

In other news, I'm going to Penang tomorrow.
I hadn't been planning to go swimming since I hadn't particularly been watching what I stuff my face with for these past few months.
Mum told me my little wittle cousins will be wanting to drop by the pool side and guess who's the baby sitter?

My sister, who's the oldest child on my mum's side wouldn't be going since she has class and since I'm the second oldest, I guess I was the obvious choice.
I am dreading to wear my swim suit. A two-piece swim suit.
Gah! I hate insecurities.

There ain't no magic to eliminate fat overnight.
I wish there is. xD

Moving on, I have 5 hours left to sleep. Hmph.
Research says that sleeping burns fat.
I doubt it will burn off 5kg off m by tomorrow.
Scientists should really put more research into burning fat overnight rather than trying to find life on Mars.
Seriously, do we need more Martians on Earth?
Martians = Male species.

Moving on again, my not-so-young brother and I were talking about cutting each others body parts off yesterday at Tesco. (violence is a common subject betwen us)
I contributed "head" and he said "leg" before adding, "testicle".
I was like, "Wha-! Where did you learn that word!?"
"On tv!" he replied.

I guess my younger brother isn't so young anymore.
I prefer talking to him when he was a tiny little tot.
He used to argue less.
Easier to control and manipulate too.

Nowadays, he's just a brat.
Did I mention that he locked me out of the house today? Twice!
Pesky little freak.

Note :
I still don't have a dress to wear.
I'm still a Twilight fan.
I need to lose weight. Major problem.

Chao.
Talk to you guys in two /three days time.


PS~> Sue Fyenn, don't fall off the cliff in Genting.

Guten Tag.

How many of you have gotten irritated and angry at movie goers?
I definitely have.

Do you remember walking out of the cinema, all the while cursing 'the idiot' that distracted you from the movie?
We shall go into that today.

Rules that are on immediate effect once the lights go off in the cinema

#1) No talking
Your eyes darted around the screen as the hero of the movie twists and turn. "No no no! Run! Run!" The idiot next to you started talking to himself or perhaps to the person next to him. You considered punching the lights out of the idiot toshut him up. Whispering at intervals are alright but continuous yapping is just intolerable. Unless you want to be the target practice of popcorn throwing and be 'the idiot', shut up.

#2) No handphones
You're watching a movie, it gets to the best part and you lean forward to make sure you get every detail of the movie. Ringgg!!! You shot a murderous look at the idiot and totally missed the whole scene. Then the idiot flipped open his phone and started babbling away. The light from his phon distracts you from the movie throughtout the movie. Remember the handphone advertisement that reminds the audience to switch off their handphones? Obey that. Don't be 'the idiot'.

#3) No kicking
You are sitting in your chair, watching the movie peacefully and enjoying every bit of it. Kick! You felt the person sitting behnd you kick your chair. You ignore it as an accident and continue watching. Kick! Maybe just another accident. Kick! This is where you turn around and tell 'the idiot' off.

#4) No PDA
You're watching a particularly romantic moment in the movie and look around uncomfortably. The couple sitting next to you snuggled up and started smooching their head off. The scene passes and they were still at it. All the unpleasant sounds started drifting to your ears. You clear your throat loud enough for them to hear it but they ignored it. You force yourself to concentrate on the screen and end up missing half of the movie. The movie ends and you realised that you should have accidentally smacked their head when they were at it.

#5) No handling plastic bags
You sit there,staring at the screen in awe at all the special effects put into the movie. Creeesshh!
You look away to find the source of the sound. Somewhere nearby, an idiot rustles throw a plastic bag looking for something. Sighing, you turn back to the screen, only to find out that the scene had changed.

#6) No smelly food
The lights go off and you tuck yourself into your seat as the screen lights up. A faint smell of food drifted to you and you wrinkled your nose at the horrid smell. 'Ugh! Which idiot brings garlic food to a movie?!' , you thought.

#7) Don't be late
The movie jumps to the action-packed scene and a bunch of people started blocking your view of the screen, trying to get to their seats. They wandered along the path, whining about not being able to find their seats. You moved around your seat trying to get a view of the screen before you miss even more. They finally settled down and you stare at th screen blankly, wondering what had just happened in the movie. "All because of those idiots." you mumbled to yourself quietly.

#8) No babies
'Wahhhhh!' You turn around to see a couple cradling a baby, trying to put the baby to sleep. The baby started crying when the volume got louder. Then again when a car blew up! And again whn a shot was fired! Throughout the movie, the baby's crying distracted you and got you all riled up until you couldn't pay attention. Why do parents bring their babis to the cinema? It's not as if the little tot could comprehend what he is watching. Only idiots would bring their babies into a cinema.

#9) No giggly children
Bang! The villian's head blew up and blood spattered all over the place. Hehehehehe! The kid beside you started giggling and squealing away. Five minutes later... Still giggling. At this point, you contemplate whether the parents are around to see you smash the kid's face off.

#10) No sleeping/snoring
You sat in your seat and all of a sudden, you feel someone's head on your shoulder. Your eyes widen and you see the person next to you sleeping. He slumped towards you and ended up with his head on your shoulder. You nudged him with your shoulder and he just grunted inaudibly before settling back to sleep. In a different scenario, you were completely immersed in the movie and you heard a weird sound coming from the person beside you. The person snorted loudly out of the blue and you find yourself jumping a foot off your seat in surprise.

Moral of the story : Don't be 'the idiot'.
Note : I do not promote violence. I call it justice. xD

Chao!

Guten Tag!!!

I've watched Twilight three and a half times now. xD

To get all the bloodsucking details of the movie, head HERE to Debbie's blog.
Debbie is my sister, eff-wai-ai.

Sorry about the not-existent bloggage these days.
Inspirations are hard to come by when Twilight is all you can obsess over.
Unless you want a ten-page description of every scene and line in the movie, I'm staying clear off the subject.

Sue Fyenn, Edward's face is NOT flat. He is droolicious. Yup. xD
And Jasper is one fineeee piece of..ahem..Yeah. xD

Chao, for now. =)

Guten Tag!


Twilight Twilight Twilight.
What is all the craze about?
I've watched the movie twice so far and truthfully, the movie is good but not great.
I guess when you expect something and it doesn't really play out as well as you want it to, you end up disappointed.


New Moon, which is the sequel to Twilight is announced to be filmed starting from March next year.
Now that is something to look forward to other than the obvious, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince movie.

I know I said I would post spoilers for you guys, but I'm too lazy nowadays.
So...go watch Twilight yourself. xD

Chao.

Guten Abend.

Want to watch Twilight online for free?
I found the right link.

IM me or email.
I don't need people coming after me with charges of copyright infringement or whatever.

Chao!

Guten Tag!

I absolutely hate hate HATE it when people ignore me.
I also hate hate HATE feeling pressured.


As some of you may have received a message from Kelly about me accepting Christ, it is true but everytime after I do something like this, the feeling of doubt and uncertainty would creep up after a while.


I have been tagged by Sue Fyenn to blog about this so, here I go.


What am I blogging about?

" I tag whoever who reads this to type about how you really feel towards your friends. "

So..where do I begin?


In primary school, I never felt like I fit in quite well.
I had two 'close' friends then, #1 and #2.

Both have always had the larger than life attitude.
This may come as a surprise for many but I used to be generally quiet and shy-mannered.
There are inverted commas on the word 'close' because even though they were closer to me than my other friends, they never seemed to share much of what they talk about with me.


You could say that I was the third wheel in the friendship.
I tried to involve myself in whatever they participate in during those days.
Be it...dancing,singing,acting or choral speaking.
I was never comfortable entering these activities but I guess I tried so hard to fit in into the group because if I don't, there wasn't going to be anyone else to hang out with.



After UPSR, the next big step was high school.
#1 moved to another state and #2 went to a different school.
Me?
I guess at that point I had to go my own way too.
I settled on trying to join another 'group'.
Which group? I need not say as you already know which.
I took me a while to fit in (well, I thought I did) and after a year, I was happy to tag along.
I never told a soul about how obsessive I was to find someone else that really connected with me.
Believe me, my diary has suffered quite a lot during those two first years.


Anyways, hanging out with the group took little more effort than I expected.
I still remember one of the days where we decided to go out together and hang out in a mall.
Once there, everyone paired up to talk about something.
Guess who was the one left out.
I'm not trying to create a pity party for myself but that's how I see it I guess.
I tried my best not to feel left out but that's exactly how I felt.
Forgive me if this sounds selfish.


Well, since we've been seperated into different classes this year, it seems like the gap between everyone grew even bigger. It feel harder to connect with one another.
The group will be discussing excitedly about something and I would be wondering what they were talking about.

It definitely isn't a pleasant feeling to feel excluded.
That is life I guess.
Challenges and everything.


You know the saying,
Friends come and go.
Well, it is very true.
They have come and gone.
Till today, I doubt that I would still be in contact with certain friends if we were to fast forward to the next decade or two.


After reading Sue Fyenn's post, I find that I really should stop trying to hard to fit in too.
A faint memory of Lester's post about true friends beings me to the conclusion that true friendship does not require you to change for your friends.


Finally, I would just like to thank some of my friends who have been there for me when I need them and thank you for listening. You guys are such awesome people that I feel like I don't deserve to know you guys. =)


To name a few,
Sue Fyenn
Kelly
Maria
Lester
Brian


Chao. =)

PS~> Twilight spoilers will be posted tomorrow. It seems hardly appropriate to post about it today.

Guten Tag!

Almost everyone around me these days are in a Twilight crazed mood.
Well, considering the fact that 'everyone' is from all over the world since all I do these days is stare at the computer screen, typing away while chatting with acquaintences online.

As some of you may know, my sister managed to grab 2 preview tickets to watch Twilight a day earlier than it is to be released in Malaysia.
I am obviously ecstatic about this. =)

I spent most of my time hanging around a Harry Potter sit called HEX while reading Twilight.
Yes, I found Eclipse and Breaking Dawn online.
Book piracy.

Anyways, I lurk around HEX and look for spoilers for the upcoming Twilight movie
What are spoilers, you ask?

Definition of spoiler on the web:
A spoiler is a summary or description of a narrative (or part of a narrative) that relates plot elements not revealed early in the narrative itself.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spoiler (media)

Capiche?

So far, there has been either cyber-screaming about how awesome the movie was or cyber-whining about how a disappointment it was.
I am not particularly sure which one I would side with but I think I would b siding with the positive comments.

I can never be a movie critic.
Even if I watch a sucky movie, I'd think that it was a good movie.
Yeah, I'm that bad...

Sue Fyenn ordered encouraged me to update my blog minutes ago.
That is why I'm posting such a crappy post.
Her crappiness has rubbed off on me.
Blame it on Sue Fyenn.

Leticia is unaccountable for any of the crappiness here.

Chao!

PS~> Spoilers for Twilight coming soon in the next post! You have been warned, for those who doesn't want to know the details. =)

Guten Tag.

Christmas is coming!
Yeah, I'm trying to find something to look forward to.
Chinese New Year is approaching too!
I'm in a relatively good mood right now so I've decided to show you guys some of the things I've encountered online accidentally these days.

Cute huh?

You guys should yap more at the chatbox.

It's awfully lonely.

Chao.

I am twisted.
I don't really know why.

I do everything I can to get myself depressed.

Yeah, that's how sick I am.

Depressing and sad songs..
Depressing and sad stories..
Depressing and sad memories..

See the colour of these words?
Aren't they just the polar opposite of what I feel?
Well, that's my demeanour I guess.
A facade.

Chao.

Guten Tag.

The 'e' key on my keyboard refuses to work sometimes so if you see a word with a missing 'e', it's not my fault.
You have been warned.


How is everyone feeling today?
I am feeling rather guilty and bored right now.
Mixed feelings really.

I had an inspiration just now.
It came at the weirdest time but we shall not ponder on it.
If you really must know, the thought came to me while I was bathing.
Yeah, I ponder on life a lot when I'm bathing.
BUT, we shall not go into detail about those things.

Different.
What does the word mean to you?
Let me use my oh-so-grand internet skills to find the literal meaning.
Using dictionaries are just so outdated these days.
If you sense my sarcasm.

Definitions of different on the Web:
Different is the first studio album of Belgian singer Kate Ryan.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Different (Kate Ryan album)

Oh no, sorry. That's not the intended meaning I was trying to project.
Aha! Here it is.

* unlike in nature or quality or form or degree;
* differing from all others; not ordinary;
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn

I tend to digress a lot these days.

Look at yourself.
See yourself from a different person's point of view.
Are you all that different?
Are you?

Everyone strives to be different from every other person.
Sometimes even without realising so.
We want to be the different one.
The one that stands out from the rest of the bunch.
Something that tells us apart from the rest.

It isn't an easy task though.
As I semi-quote from a famous phrase,
Many talk the talk but they don't really walk the walk.
Do you?

Then again, you ask me.
What if I don't want to be different?
What if I just want to be another person in the crowd?
I say.
Do you really want to be the one who flits pass unnoticed by anyone?
The one that no one remembers after a decade?

Now ask yourself again.
Are you different?
I'm sure you can find that answer within you.

Chao. =)

Guten Tag.

I'm currently at one of the many Starbucks coffee branches.
Genting Highland had never been so boring.

Day #1 Genting Highland trip tips

1.) Bring nose plugs when visiting Snow World. The jackets are rotting away with the constant use but lack of washing.
2.) Bring loads of money. Shortage of money = limited activities/ less fun & craziness.
3.) Dress for a harsh, cold winter when walking outside at night. It is freezing out there.
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Now, I'm already back fron the trip and from what I gathered in Suef's post in hr blog, several creepy events happened but none to me so, I'm thankful. =)

This trip had it's ups and downs.
Nothing is ever perfect, even though you want it to be.
I have several complaints but I guess I better keep it to myself.
All in all, I rate the trip a 5/10.

Trips are so much more fun when gone in small groups or with your family.
Less frustrations,waiting and moody people.

Chao. More qualitied rambles later on.

Guten Tag.

Yesterday and the day before sucked.

I shall not whine about it here.

Anyways, let's get right down and dirty. Well, maybe not the latter one.


I am so thrilled that I'm going on a short yet great [I hope] holiday tomorrow.
It will be together with friends s that is definitely a + point.
I can't figure out what to bring.
All i know is to pack light.
Something I'm not really good at because I tend to pack more than I know I will need.
There must be some type of disorder for this behaviour.
I should get packing now.
I have a trip to Tesco later to buy som junk to stuff my face with tomorrow. =)
We'll be taking the Genting Skyway Cable Car and I am definitly not fond of heights.
Someone please save me!!!

Chao! Until I return...

Guten Tag!

The exams are finally over and I have several plans in hand.

1.) Start writing again.
2.) Lose some weight.
3.) Cut my hair.
4.) Read more novels.
5.) Buy Galaxie Mag.

Yeah, not exactly exciting but these are what I actually look forward to. I'm pathetic, aren't I?
Most people rather louge at home,vegetating in front of the idiot box but I rather sit in front of the computer typing away or poking my nose into some novels.

Talk about writing, I'm losing my touch. I've discontinued my current story in-writing because it was too cliched and it doesn't flow very well.

I don't feel like talking much right now. Blame my hormones. It's going crazy.
I'm going crazy.

Chao!

Guten Tag.

I'm addicted.
Totally crazy and obsessed over using the internet.
Look what time it is now.
I need more self-control.
I measured my weight today.
49kg.
I'm up by 4kg.

I spent yesterday in front of the computer.
Literally staring into the bright screen, clicking away from 8am to 1am today.
Then again at 9am today.

I shall go off to edit the codes on my to-be-latest layout to celebrate the coming festivities.
No, not Deepavali.
I shall give you a clue ; Trick or Treat!

Chao!

Guten Tag.
I have been having German dreams these day, dreams about Tokio Hotel.
Oh boy, probably due to the latest Tokio Hotel news. they're releasing a new album soon.

Pondering on whether I should bribe my sister into using her credit card to help me get the albums [including two previous ones] through the internet.

Yes, TH albums are not available in Malaysia.
If you see anything Tokio Hotel related in any magazine, contact me a.s.a.p.! Even if the article or picture is smaller than your pinky finger!

Onto other news, today's topic will be about first impressions!
What can you gauge about a person from the first impressions?
Many say that first impressions are everything.
They are what a person sums up to.

I used to believe so because everyone said so.
Well, I give up trying to follow what people dictate.

When you really think of it, you can't possibly label a person through first impressions.
This is just like stereotyping.
People stereotype all the time without even realising it.

I say those that stereotype others should be labelled as stereotypes themselves.

Have you ever stared at yourself in the mirror and look at yourself properly?
Asked yourself who you really are?
Stereotyped yourself?
Put yourself in their shoes.
Try it and think about what others label you as.

Time to run!
Biology and Maths beckon for my attention.
Not really.
My kiasu-ness did.

Tschüss, meine Freunde!

Guten Tag.

8 down, 16 more to go.

It is official.
I officially trashed my Chemistry and Physics Paper 2.
I'm so disappointed with myself.
Well, there's History next week.
I have a feeling that it'll have a sad ending too.

It is 2.55 AM on a very early Saturday morning. I am supposed to be staring studying the monotonous, ultimate-brain-wrecker called History.

Guten Morgen!

It is exactly 9.38am on a Wednesday morning.

I feel relaxed and a little bit pressure but all is cool.

The only problem is I have Chemistry and Physics tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
I have not studied one bit.


Someone stab me.
Please?


After yesterday's English papers, exam paper count is down by 2.

4 down. 19 more to go.
Oh joy.


Time to go torture myself with some Chemistry facts.
Yes, call it self-injury.
Chemistry facts can wound and keel you.
Beware.


Alright, enough of my mindless babbling.
Safe to say that I am quite happy with my exam papers so far.
There are quite a number of dumb mistakes but I can't fix it now so why bother?

Chao!

Guten Tag!

Stress oh joyful wondrous stress!
What will I do without you?

A whole lot better I would be!
As a self-proclaimed kiasu person, I am even more stressed and frustrated at myself right now.
Procrastinating, I have been for the past few months.

Now, the exams are less than a week away and all I've studied are less than significant.
Someone seriously needs to kick me.
Currently, jumping off a cliff seems more appealing than reading a textbook.
God help me.

Sue Fyenn isn't fairing any better.
We're messaging each other, complaining and wailing about out despair over the exam preparations, in which we have done little of.

The moments of desperation and despair...
I need to stop taking 30 minute breaks in between 10 minutes of studying.
Form 4 exams prove to exert a greater amount of stress than PMR
I need to go now before I start babbling about Physics and the pressure exrted on surfaces and what-not.

A raving psychotic blogger,
german wannabe

Chao.

Guten Tag. Long time to post.

Here I present to you a rhyme I've requested that Sue Fyenn made for me.
Why a rhyme?
Well, we used to make crappy rhymes when we were bored so...

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Claimed to have a big butt,
Some might say she's a nut,
Eats the garnish off the dish,
Ooh, doesn't she love eating radish.

'Sucken' is her word for suck,
She hates being called a duck,
I wonder if she rather cluck,
Or burst into The Hulk.

Leticia shall be her name,
Bossing around is her game,
Maybe she craves for fame,
Maybe she's just too lame.

So, Happy Birthday to you,
I'm sure you had no clue,
What ********** would give to you,
I really didn't know too.

So, once again Happy Birthday,
I hope this will make your day,
This is not just a play,
I wish this friendship is for stay.

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Me no likey the big butt and *** part.
The rest of it, thanks! =D

Sue Fyenn, thou shall not say his name or reveal his identity online.
The internet is my place of peace and relaxation.
No tension please. =)

I better run along to study now.
Chao!

PS~> Did you notice that the title rhymes? =D

Zum Geburtstag viel Glück,
Zum Geburtstag viel Glück,
Zum Geburtstag liebe Leticia,
Zum Geburtstag viel Glück.

Normally I love bitter sweet stuff such as chocolate but I don't really go for bitter sweet birthdays.

Past birthdays have been alright and sometimes a little bit frustrating but they have been good to me so far.

This year seemed a little more dramatic and more action took place.

Sweet
1.) Friends have been really great to me and all smiles.
2.) My sister,Wai Kuan and Grace treated me to a wonderful day the day before.
3.) Brian, my penpal sent a gift all the way from Ireland. Thanks for the Irish Phrasebook, card and coin! =D
4.) Friends tried to cheer me up when I was feeling miserable.

Bitter
1.) I woke up, went outside and discovered that a stray dog bit my favourite shoe and made a hole in it of all the days.
2.) We got sued by the Klang Municipal Council for not having a permit to do renovations on our front porch. I didn't even know we need such thing!
3.) I got into an argument with my mother before it was cake time.
4.) I sang 'Happy Birthday to me' along with my sister and brother. Dad was outside and mum was quiet.
5.) I felt more stressed about the approaching exams this year.

Thank you everyone for the great birthday!
I really appreciate your efforts! Thank you so much!

If you are wondering about why I am online, I have officially lifted the banning of myself from the internet. I got involved in a forum online and it requires me to be online pretty much a lot. This just adds to the pressure on myself to study. Oh boy.

For those who didn't know, my birthday was yesterday, the 22nd of Septermber. =)

Guten Tag.

If you look at the time shown at which I am writing this post, you can obviously see that it's past midnight.

Dear fellow blog readers, this will be the last post you will read until furthur notice.

Reason : I have my final exams in less than a month and I have been procrastinating for 15 days now. I was supposed to start studying on the 1st of septerber and look at the date today.

Self-diagnosis : I have a major case of internet addiction and procrastination habits partly caused by internet usage.

Therefore, no internet for me unless it's a *MAJOR crisis.

I shall enjoy my last day of freedom now.

Thank you for dropping by and continue doing so to see if I have updated.
Any updates with the blog will be announced on my PM on MSN Live Messenger.

I must not have any relapses.
No internet for a month.
That's it.

*MINOR crisis are occurences such as depression,overwhelming sadness or anger.

Gute Nacht und auf wiedersehen!

Guten tag.

Has anyone ever tried to discourage you from persueing your dream or desire?

Someone asked me what is my ambition a while ago.
I answered, "A writer."
The said person literally told me that I would fail and being a doctor/businessperson or something more recognised in society would be a better choice.
I kept quiet. No point arguing with the said person.

In my opinion, this person is shallow and immature.
Who are you to tell me what I should be?
This reminds me of the short essay I wrote in English a few days ago.
All of us were asked to write about our problems in life on a paper without revealing our identity and submit it. The teacher would then get another person to read it out in class and we would try and help the person with their problems.

I wrote this short paragraph on how shallow and unthoughtful people could be these days.

Getting back to the point, I brushed it off as another challenge in life.
I take this challenge and use it as a motivation to help me strive to acheive my ambition.

People tend to say things before they think it through.

People stress that I walk like a duck.
But the fact is, why don't they think it through before they utter anything hurtful?

Would you like it if someone said you resemble a pig?
I bet your heart would feel the pinch. Even in the slightest.
You can deny it to the person but then you'll be thinking of it a few minutes later.

Now, whenever you say something that you think might hurt someone's feelings, think it over.

People often have the perception that what they say doesn't hurt someone's feelings if it doesn't hurt theirs.

Well, they are NOT you.

Therefore, I stress that you use your God-given brains and analyse your words before you spill it.

Not everyone wants to hear your opinions unless they ask for it.

Zum Geburtstag viel Glück!
Zum Geburtstag viel Glück!
Zum Geburtstag liebe Debbie
Zum Geburtstag viel Glück!

It's Debbie's birthday.

Define who is Debbie?
My dearie sister named Debbie who has just turned 18 this year who enjoys making my life miserable but it does have a few quirks and benefits of being her darling little sister and that is you might get little incentives [stuff!] from her. =P

Please wish my sister Happy Birthday at her blog or just send an instant message to her if you have her phone number!

I have a lot on my mind to say here but I have some work to do. Well, my brother and I.
My sister is just lounging in her room since it's her special day.
I have to vacuum and mop downstairs while my brother do the same upstairs.
This is what you call child labour.
I always stress on this matter with my mother but she refuses to listen.
Threats of calling the child abuse hotline went unnoticed also.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm going to make sure mum makes Deb do all the house chores on my birthday.
You just wait, my darling dearie sister!
I shall have my revenge soon!

PS~> Mum made a deal with me. Clean the house and we get to go out and eat seafood. Man, the world is just so unfair. But! Me being me, I love food so...talk to you later!

Guten Abend.

Have you ever gotten so sick of dealing with something?
Something so consuming that, in the end you just don't care anymore?
As if whatever that falls out of it doesn't even matter anymore?
Whether it was good or bad, you just don't have the energy to feel frustrated or even feel something for the slightest bit?
You've felt it again and again for so many times that you just lost hope in it?
When you feel it, you know it.
You try to make sense of what you're really feeling and you end up with the most straight-forward answer that has been right in front of you.

Your guilty conscience tries to deny the obvious fact but the niggling voice in your hearts tells you the opposite of what you want to hear instead of what is really going on.

In order to clear up any confusion, the passage above is about band. Not some love interest or whatever that your little twisted mind could have come up with.

Do you believe in Yin and Yang?
I do.
There must always be a balance between good and evil.
Or in this case, the balance between pathetic, sorry excuses for laments and a little of sumthin' sumthin' to lighten things up.

Onto the sumthin' sumthins',

Today was our schools' Independence Day celebration.
There were a number of activities of the day but on in particular was the best and stood out from the rest of it.

However, I didn't think so until I tried it out.
It was a competition to see which class wins 'The Most Patriotic' class.
I gauge from my past years in school that this has just been introduced.
What this competition is all about is to decorate the classes to symbolise patriotism.
All I had to say about this before I participated in the competition was,

"Ugh, stupid competition."

"We worked together in harmony in despite of the difference in races and
religions. "

Guten Tag.

Our school band is no longer in the National Day parade. You can't say that I'm crushed. In fact, I'm just verging on the sad level. I don't really know why though, I just lost hope somewhere during the holidays. Members aren't trying their best to attend practice even though they could if they tried. You may think that it's easy to recruit dedicated members but I think you deserve a good kick in the shins if you say so.

Camp talk!
Fellowship Camp 7 was good.
For most parts of it, it was fun.
The other part, well. You know what I mean.

-quack-

Someone implied that I was fat yesterday.
I don't think I am. that fat.

Leticia appreciates the fact that you guys still drop by this sad sad blog to see what Leticia has to blabber about. She really does.

Fun Dumb fact of the Day : I saw 'Flash Here' written on a credit card flasher at the exit of Midvalley Megamall. I thought of something else that mean other than flashing our credit card over the machine. Blame it on Sue Fyenn. She corrupted my poor innocent mind.

Is it just me or my eyes always trick me when it comes to credit card readers?

Guten Abend.

I'm not dead.
Thanks for not asking.

These past few days have been hectic,frantic,exhausting,tiring and totally stressful.
For those who are unaware of the reason why, my school band has been enlisted to march at the upcoming National Day parade.

Our nation's 51st Day of Independence.
Only 11 schools were enlisted to march at this event and surprisingly, RM band happened to be one of them.
How did we land ourselves such a rare opportunity?
I don't really know.

Practice started on the 11th of August. That was 6 days ago.
After these few days, the authoritive figures present at the practice march weren't happy with our performances.
I doubt any of us were.
All in all, our performance was less than satisfactory and was verging on the audience gauging their eyes out.
Yes, it was that bad.

Little improved over the days and soon we were threatened [in a polite way] that we would be disqualified from the parade if the horribleness continues.
Safe to say that everyone knew of this before we were even told so.

I know everyone is trying to improve but I don't think we try hard enough.
I sincerely hope that we will pull it together during the coming week of practice on school grounds and do better during the practice at Wardieburn Camp, KL.

To those that said we don't appreciate this opportunity, we definitely do.

Who are we?
R Double M B!

Other news, I passed my Physics test. Not bad considering that I studied for it the day before the exam. Too bad I didn't pass with flying colours. Well, the day I pass Physics with flying colours is the day chickens start quacking.

Olympic news!
Everyone seems to be reporting about The Olympics in their blog.
I shall be different and talk about the effects of this event to us.

This event seems to bring together family members and people together.
Just today, my family and I sat in front of the television watching one of the Olympic games. I was never keen on sports [because I don't excel in them] so it's safe to say that I was quite lost on how the games progress. My dad explained a few things to me and that sort of brought our family ties closer. You can't help but feel giddy and excited for the participants as they struggle to achieve what they've worked for the past few years/decades. You're at the edge of your seat and have a niggling feeling to cheer for Malaysia's representatives as they compete.
Here I ask, do you feel that this game brings you closer to your family members?
I'm sure it does.

Anyways, I'm no longer the school prefect board's treasurer.
Yippy-hippedy-doo!
No more money collections, no more wasting time,energy and money, less responsibility!

Guten Nacht, allemann!

Sentence of the day :
Du bist scheisse [ You suck ]

Made-up sentence of the day :
Yousen sucken [ You suck ]
Word made up by Kelly when she tried to imitate the German accent.

Fun Dumb fact of the Day :
I read 'processing crap' instead of 'processing card' on the credit card reader at the mall today.

Guten tag.
Wie gehts dir?

To those from Raja Mahadi, you obviously have heard of Tim.
Since he came to school on Tuesday, the whole school has turned upside down.
Girls find a reason to just walk past the class or hang outside it.
Guys find a reason just to walk or hang out with him.

Some girls have probably fallen in love with him.
Some guys just want to feed off his popularity.

I heard about something else involving another person.
A girl approached a guy and declared her love for him.
I have a question for that girl.

"Do you have no self worth?"

I understand that girls can make the first move but declaring your undying love for another person is just too much.

Do you know what a friend of this guy told me?

"The girl can be played by a guy just so easily if she fell for the wrong type of person."

I agree.
If the guy told her to jump of a bridge, I think she would.
Seriously. Find some self worth, woman!

I might sound like a feminist here, but that's just how I am.

Ask yourself,
"Am I a popularity parasite/crazy fangirl?"

To end this post,
to those studying for their PMR and SPM trials and tests, viel glück!
Chao.

Guten tag.

Do you believe in curses?
No, not those " I hate you,you -toot- -toooot- toot- " type of curses.
I meant the " You shall be cursed for seven generations and beyond " type of curses.

Well, I believe that I am cursed.
In fact, I'm so 'lucky' that I'm bestowed with not one, but two curses!
The first curse, is The Curse of the Blue Pens.
I believe that I have mentioned this before.
Every blue pen I used seem to end up in 'The Land of Lost Treasures' or they stop working.
I have used over 20 blue pens in the span of a month.
I am definitely not exaggerating.
I have cursed blue pens and friends' who have experienced the wrath of my curse through their blue pens as proof!

Second and hopefully the last of all, I have The Curse of the Two-left-Feet Dancer.
Yes, I have two left feet.
I can't dance to save my life. Seriously.
I have proof too!

Proof #1 - I had to dance at the Prefects' Feast '07 and did so horribly.
Proof #2 - I had to dance at the prefects' gathering at Sri Acmar, Klang and yet again, horribly.

Maybe I should just avoid all forms of unknown circumstances and live a life of a hermit.
No risk, no embarrassment. [no life?]


Moving on to a cleverer yet less interesting topic, I would like to say bajillion sorry[s] to those that I have hurt [both emotionally and physically].

T 'was unintended really.
People just seem to like to tease me these days.
Either it's 'german wannabe' , ' Tokio Hotel' , or just with a stupid dance move I made.
Oh well, people say that "Forgiveness is a Two Way Street".
I'm wondering if the other street light is working or not.

Zat iz all for zee day. Gute nacht und chao!

Guten tag.
This may be short but that's all I have for now.
Seems like I've drained my emotional tank for the day. [more like 'week' but I digress]
Off the record, I'm not happy with Sri Acmar's prefects' gathering.
I know, life can't be perfect and the world can't be fair.

Guten tag. [Good day.]
I know I'm not having one.

Someone made fun of me again today.
I'm going to post here everytime someone does.

Let's play a game and count how many times Leticia gets insulted starting from August the first, shall we?
Why? Because people just love making my life miserable.

Quack.

Guten tag allemann!
[Good day everyone!]

Caving in.
What comes to mind when you read so?
Caving in to your desires?
Caving in as in isolating oneself?
Caving in to your comfortable zone?

Let's keep things simple.
What do you do when you're free?
Study?
I doubt so.
[If you do, congratulations on becoming the world's most lifeless person]
The first thing I do when I'm free or stressed is use the internet.
What do I do on the internet?
What's so interesting about it?
Friends ask me this.
Read, blog and browse.
That's basically all I do online.
It may seem like a dead boring thing to you but it's my life saviour.
What do YOU do?

Play games? Watch TV?
Doesn't everyone prefer to live in their own world rather than venture out of the safety of their bubble?
Reading is my way of living the fantasy world.
Your way may be different but you can't deny that you don't live a fantasy life once in a while.
Everyone dreams of a fantasy world and wishes they live in one.
If you can't live it, why don't you make one?

Have you ever had the thoughts that come back to you over and over again and you try so hard just to push it back to the littlest corner at the back of your mind?

Even if it's a simple matter, be it you lost your eraser or a pen, you'd fret and wail about it as if you had misplaced a lottery ticket that won you a bajillion bucks.
You heart feels heavier than normal and you get the urge to scream at everyone even though they've done nothing wrong.
Well, I'm having one of those moments.

Guten morgen allemann!

I'm a good mood right now if you didn't sense so.

Daughtry's concert yesterday screamed awesomeness and madness.

Let's start from the start, shall we?
It only seems appropriate if we do. =D

My sister, Thiru, Wai Kuan and I took the train from Klang to KL central then another to Kelana Jaya. Then we took a taxi to 1 Utama after about two hours of train ride.

We walked as fast as we could to the ticket collection station by Hitz.fm and there was a line forming already. We joined the line and we weren't really far behind. Quite in the front actually. The gate opens at 6pm but we were already in line from about 4.30pm. Th wait wasn't really boring or exhausting since time seemed to fly by when we were talking about nonsensical stuff.

Soon, we went pass the station where they scan you and got our bands. You know those paper bands they put on your hands? Well, I saw a green one and wanted it but I got an orange one instead. Later I regretted not asking for them. [Explanation coming soon]

We got in and headed towards the stage immediately. The left side was unoccupied so we grabbed that spot and held on to it with our dear lives. Two of the biggest stereos were stationed right in front of me. Let's just say my heart doesn't need to beat with the stereos right in front of me.

An hour or two later, Natalie and Mootz from Hitz.fm gave out poster and Sony Ericsson items. My sister and I managed to get a couple of those posters and notepads. Notepads with sticky notes in it. you know how much I'm fascinated with sticky notes? They are awesome. [but I digress.]

A little while after that, an opening act by a percussion band. They had all the percussion instruments. The gig was great.

Then a performance by Trix and [whats-his-name]. Sorry I can't remember your name, man!

They rocked!

After the performance, Natalie and Mootz came back up on stage and dished out gift bags and guess what! Mobile phones! Each of us has a ticket number and they picked out the numbers. Thiru managed to win a mobile phone, a Sony Ericsson W580i I think. Cool, no?

Now, let me explain to your about the part where I said I regretted not asking for a green band. It turns out that only those with green and red bands are in the running to win prizes. Thiru had a red band. Those with green bands win gift bags. Gah! Sense my frustration? Oh well...

Next, Daniel Lee came on. Yes, the Daniel Lee from Malaysian Idol. Nothing for me to scream about since I'm not a fan of his. The other girls were screaming their heads off whil I stood there half-heartedly enjoying the tune of the song. Don't kill me, Daniel fans.

Next was a performance by Stylustiks! Who are they, you ask?

They're three of the best DJs in Malaysia!

DJ Cza from Ahli Fiqir, DJ Fuzz from Hitz.fm , DJ Uno from Pop Shuvit.

They dished out hit songs and man, they're good with the turntables.

After all these awesome performances by our local bands, the wait was on again for about an hour since we had to wait for Daughtry's crew to set up. Then the band came on and rocked our socks off!

One vocalist/guitarist , three guitarist/back vocalists and one drummer/back vocalist

The one and only, Chris Daughtry!

I almost caught his eye when he came to the left side of the stage. Almost!

One of the guitarists.

He was on the right side of the stage.

Yet another guitarist! Awesome hairdo man!

Awesome guitar too!

Another guitarist and Chris. I was standing about 5 feet from the guitarist!

He smiled at me during one of the songs! Hell yeah baby!

Daughtry =D

The guys threw guitar picks, drumsticks and towels but I didn't manage to get my hands on any. Sad sad me. Then Chris grabbed a couple of water bottles and sprayed them at us. That was cool . =D

Pictures by someone

My camera phone sucks too much to take a decent picture so I had to grab from you, whoever you are [someone]. Sorry and danke schön! =)

Guten tag.

The articles that follow are true events and facts are possibly confirmed.

Breaking News!

SMK Raja Mahadi,Klang could possibly be haunted. How and why, we do not know exactly but gathering from the news and talk around the school, something certainly happened. For all of you non-believers reading this, prepare yourself to be believe-cised [word created from 'exorcised].

The story starts from the 24th of July, on a windy Thursday morning. Nothing out of the ordinary occured. But that was until the period after recess. News began to fly about a girl being possessed. Apparently, this Malay girl from Form 3 went to the toilet during recess and was freshening up when she saw something in the mirror. Students said it was a 'pontianak' since one of the students commented that the girl saw a creature resembling one. The girl ran out of the toilet, screaming. The events that follow are unknown. Not much buzz was created from this event as people thought the girl could had imagined it.

Fast forwarding to the next day. Today. The 25th of July 2008. An Indian girl, also from the ranks of Form 3-ers was possessed after going to the toilet. According to a believeable source, Pn. Sumathi who was there at the scene of the incident, the girl went for her recess, went to the toilet before returning to her classroom. She complained that one of her arms hurt and asked her friend to massage it. All of a sudden, she flung her hand at the friend and started to convulse, as if possessed. Another source reported that she fell to the floor in convulsion and somehow managed to break a few chairs later on [seriously]. Male students and teachers rushed to pin her down and struggled to do so. How the girl managed to have the strength to fight against them, we do not and may never know. The girl was dragged to the staff room since teachers were at wits end on what to do with the poor girl. After one of the teachers performing a ritual or some sort, the girl returned to her natural state and complained about her body aching. What followed was not known. Some said the girl was brought home, some said to the hospital.

As many of you may know, the conditions of the Raja Mahadi girls' toilet isn't as clean or great as it was during its prime time.
Here's a few words I'd use to describe the conditions :
Dirty. Dark. Stinky. Scary. Double D's and S's.

Why 'scary', you ask?
Who wouldn't be scared to enter a small, stuffy place where the lights don't work, cubicles have cobwebs hanging above it and water constantly dripping off the taps?

Rumors have been circulating that the next victim will be a Chinese girl. This probably struck fears in many hearts [including mine?] . After the incident today, I happen to see three Chinese girls peering into the toilet from outside, contemplating if it was safe to enter before entering together. I doubt the toilet will be used as frequent as used to be from now on.

With this, I hope everyone ; students [including me!], teachers, guards, janitors, cleaners etc. are safe from harm and may they be protected from evil.

What do you think about these incidents?
Hoax and just stupid rumors? Or real supernatural happenings?

Guten tag.

Did you notice that everyone rushing to "Sick 'n' Suffering Street" ?
They're having a '100% off' sale!
In fact, I'm already there and was one of the first comers.
Yes, the 'First come first serve basis' applies..
How professional, no?

Sometimes the service is kind of slow but you will get there at the end of the day.
The service is free of charge and requires no money transactions.
You even get to pick which ones you like more.
I nicked an application form and here I am, promoting it to you!
Me, being the greedy one, chose more than one option.

Guten abend. It is 11.53pm when I start writing this.

People expect a lot from each other.
Expect you to succeed in something.
Expect you to care more.
Expect you to help them.
Expect you to do something.
Expect you to expect something!
This is where the frustration seeps in.
You get tired of everyone and their expectations.
All of it seems to drain you of your carelessness in life and pull you down like a bajillion tonne of weight.
Expectations.
Either they drive you forward in a twisted way in life,
or cause you to get sick and tired of every single thing.
Some people have expectations towards themselves or even others without even realising it.
This just worsen things even furthur.
This is where they expect much more.
People expect me to comfort them
when they're angry,
when they're down.
People expect me to make them laugh,
when I don't feel like it.
People expect me to help them,
when they need something,
when they are in deep dilemmas.
And how do they expect me not to get frustrated?
It's not like I don't have expectations,
For me or others,
But it doesn't take much for me to realise them.
Why is it so hard for people to do the same?


Yes, it is definitely not easy to write a simple blog.
No, I am not emotional [or 'emo' as people like to call it] at this current moment.
Tis' just frustrations and sick-of-every-expectation-ness. =)


Saying it is one thing,
Expressing it is completely a different thing.


Why doesn't anyone say anything in the Chatbox?
Am I here just to entertain you?
And get nothing in return?
No squeaks or sound at all.
Even a 'Hello' would suffice.
See where some part of my frustration is coming from right now?

I completed this blog post at 12.33am.
Who would have though planning out a post would take so long, eh?

Guten morgen.

Someone has been complaining that my blog has gotten boring. Seriously, I don't even know what to blog here. [It's my blog so I blog whatever I want]


These few days, inspirations to write have been low to nil.
I figured that you might start complaining again if I don't say something so here I am.

RULE 1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE 2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Guten nacht.

As for 'Accidental Clone', I'm one.
Think about it.
If you get what I meant, congratulations.
If you don't, don't worry.
Leticia just has a twisty mind and thoughts that only makes sense to her and her only.

'Spur of The Moment for A Title' meant that I don't have to struggle long to think of a cryptic [or I'd like to think so] title. =D

Enough explanation for now,don't you think?

After the emotional post previously, I thought that I could lighten up the mood a little. =)

Let's list down all of Leticia Yeoh's quirks, shall we? We know all of you are just dying to do so.

1.) She tends to beat around the bush. [No, you will never see Leticia literally beating a bush with a stick]
2.) She says "I don't like you" to all the smart people.
3.) She thinks she has a weird sense of sarcasm but she doesn't.
4.) She likes to think that she has a dry sense of humor, but again, she doesn't.
5.) She has unreasonable mood swing. [She could be bipolar!]
6.) She diagnosed herself as having ADHD [Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder].
7.) She think hyperboles make the world a much more interesting place to live in.
8.) She picks apart a sentence sometimes and change it into an entirely different meaning.
9.) She makes up stupid nicknames for her friends. You know who you are.
10.) She just decided she doesn't have that many quirks at all which makes all of this pointless and a waste of time but she still- . I'm doing it again, aren't I? Refer #1.

P.S. ~> I have made a quickie resolution! I'm going to speak in a third person's point of view starting from this second!

P.P.S. ~> Leticia would like to apologise to her friends in her own little twisted ways since she's been particularly irritating and short-tempered these days. She presents you with virtual huggies and hope you forgive her. =)

Guten Abend.

A lot of you may realised that I'm one of the school teacher's pet. Guess which teacher?
Pn. Prema, of course. I know, she treats me too well.
Sorry if you guys feel that she's unfair. I think she does this unintentionally. =)

Anyways, did you know that she wrote

'You have a flair for writing. Keep up the good work!'

Guten tag! Wie geht's dir? Gut? Nein?

Leticia knocked her head while waking up and got a temporary concussion. She shall be speaking in the third person's point of view today.

Let's break the title into two, shall we?
No, you said?
I'll break it anyway.

Vexing Days =
Leticia is feeling particularly frustrated these days. Please forgive her for snapping at you and acting annoying.
The responsibilities of being a good student, prefect, and treasurer.
Homework that Leticia has been procrastinating for months.
Teachers that dish out homework like there's no tomorrow.
Trainee teachers that aren't suitable for the education world.
Racist teachers.
The fast approaching monthly test.

The Silver Lining =
Leticia has finally figured out which religion she will stick with for now.
Leticia is going to Chris Daughtry's concert thanks to her sister's luck and Leticia's identity.
Leticia has something interesting in school tomorrow. Spelling Bee. She wonders if she even has a chance against everyone. This should be in the Vexing Days category.

Leticia wonders how are your days?
Leticia doubts they are much better than hers.
Everyone is catching up [or at least trying to] with their studies and life is just passing by in a flurry.

She asks if you have a silver lining. She hopes you do.
If you don't, she shall pray that you will. =)
She must rush away to complete start with her homework that is due tomorrow now.

Leticia bids all you fellow readers of her insignificant blog, a peaceful night and an eventful yet cherishable day tomorrow.

Signing out,
german wannabe [ 'Hitler' in Arwin's words]

P.S. ~> I would appreciate it if people stop asking me why I walk funny [or 'like a duck' in their words]. Perhaps I should create a post on this tomorrow. Yes, I will.

Stay tuned!

Hello hello hello my fellow readers. Don't you get sick of 'Leticia talk' ?
I know I do.
Yes, I get sick of reading what I write and how I plan my words out. And yes again, I plan my words.

Forget what I said before, I have a problem. Leticia needs your help.

Let me tell you a story, alright?

Once upon a time ago,
there lived a girl named Anonymous. Anonymous is Taoist. That is a religion if you may not know. Anonymous isn't sure about Christianity. She is not ready to give up everything that has been driving her forward in life even though she feels like Christianity is the way to go. She is faced with another barrier at the moment. Family. They do not approve of Christianity and Anonymous knows it because of what Anonymous's family says. Anonymous is putting this thought in hold to concentrate on other things at the moment. What do you this Anonymous should do?
And they lived happily ever after the story is currently on hold.

Onto less religious news, Leticia should be studying instead of being here.

Leticia bids you a good day and have a wonderful life.

P.S. ~> Requests are still open. Feel free to drop a line or message on any topic you'd like Leticia to blog about.

P.P.S ~> Leticia is VERY sane.

I was supposed to go on a diet yesterday. I'm probably as fat as a pig now. My previous weight when I measured myself a month ago was 48kg. I bet I'm reaching 55kg by now.

I ate a packet of biscuit today [200cals] before school and an apple [110cals] during recess. Water was all I drank after that to prevent my stomach from digesting itself. When I got home, somehow my self-restraint failed and I stuffed myself with Fried Noodles. That probably made my diet for the first half of the day to go down the drain. I guess I'll try again tomorrow.

I came here right after dinner. A bowl of seaweed soup and a biscuit. Seems like a lot of fat to me even though I know there isn't. I took a biscuit to the living room and sat on the coach to munch on it since I figured,
"Might as well enjoy my last day of carefree eating."

Well, mum saw me eat it and started berating me for eating that ONE piece of biscuit rather than eat rice. Then she started saying I was growing fat for eating so much, that I was becoming fat for eating junk food rather than proper food like rice. At that point, I wondered if she was having menopause or something since she's been particularly irritating and fussy these few days.

"You keep eating these things, no wonder you're growing fat."

Why is it that every single thing I eat isn't right?
When I go on a diet, she asks me why I'm starving myself and forces me to eat.
Isn't diet about not eating much?
When I eat, she says I'm growing fat for eating so much.
What does she want!

P.S. ~> Suefs, I appreciate the fact that you care but... you know, don't argue with me on this please. =)

P.P.S. ~> Sorry to my oh-so-few fellow blog readers for this depressing post. I don't have anywhere else to rant. =\

Remember me telling you guys that I might let you know what I wrote and posted online?
You don't? Shame on you. [Not really]

Anyways, I just completed editing and proof reading this today and posted it online. I wrote this in a frantic and in just two days I managed to finish it considering the fact that the contest I participated in a Harry Potter RPG forum was going to end in just a few days.

It's based on the Harry Potter books and I've stopped reading J.K. Rowling's books since I finished her 7th book on Harry Potter which was a year ago. I managed to not mention the minute details of the story that might or might not intertwine with this story and concentrated solely on the rules of the contest. The story is on Rose Weasley and Scorpius Malfoy. A romance one at that. Don't worry, it's T rated meaning it's safe for teens. Unless you're a 10 year old reading this?

Guten abend.

Typing this post at the moment, I'm munching on half-cooked rice. Yes, HALF-cooked. You see, since the prices of living has gone up [I wonder if the price of the dead has?] , my family changed small bits of our lifestyle. Go shopping less often, save more money and start eating brown rice.

Why do people say that my blog is great?
I have no idea myself.

Request by Amin

Loving Someone Sincerely

When Amin requested for me to blog on this particular topic, I wondered why he did so. As it wasn't any of my business to know, I guess I'll just say what I know of it here.

The title reminds me of my groups' English oral task. We did a forum on 'Love'.

I quote from one of Vivek's paragraphs,

This love is called as sincere love, the love that lasts forever. This kind of love comes when you have found the person you are destined to be with. Nothing can destroy unconditional love. It is like, when you have an argument or disagreement about something with that person and you realize that it doesn’t matter because the love you have for him or her overcomes everything.

Happily ever after. I hated those words almost as much as I hated the
stories themselves. There was no such thing as happily ever after. What I always wanted to know was that why the prince couldn’t really be an ogre who was locked up in a tower and was guarded by butterflies. And that the plain commoner rose up on a black cow and rescued him. Why couldn’t they decide to just have sex and never children?

Of course, fairytales never showed that happening because it was unrealistic wasn’t it? Almost as unrealistic as the clichéd stories themselves. The truth was that such shit would never have sold. People would not have wanted to listen to such unconventional crap. And in the end that was what it was all about wasn’t it? It was all about the selling, the propaganda.

Guten Abend.

I just found a friend on a Tokio Hotel forum who entered the Spell-It-Right challenge and she happens to be the state champion for Pahang.

As much as I'm glad that she won,
I couldn't help but remisnisce on the times I had during the competition.
I couldn't help but wonder what if I managed to get through the group elimination.
I lost it by one person.
Yet again, I lost the opportunity to prove to people that I can, in fact, spell.
Thinking back to two years ago,
when I entered the interschool spelling competition, I swear I would have won it if I didn't get the one and only word I couldn't spell during that moment.
I try not to beat myself up over these simple matters but I just couldn't help it.

Now, onto happier news. I've decided to persue a future in writing.

When I mentioned that I gave up trying to be an author because of a failed story online, now I realised that that isn't true. My readers objected when I mentioned I was probably closing down my story. Maybe I'm not a hopeless case after all. [Well, I'm hopeless at Physics, Add. Maths and Chemistry,that's for sure]
Maybe one day I shall reveal the story I published online, to you guys.
Right now, I'm just content with keeping it all to myself and the rest of the world who doesn't my identity.

In other news, Sue Fyenn and I discussed about helping out with the publication of the school magazine. I don't know if the school mag even exists right now since Doraemon mentioned that our school is the only school in the district not to have a school magazine. How would he know?
I will report back with the news about this soon. If the school magazine still exist, I hope submit a piece of essay or some sort.

I will sign out with something I've never sign out with before. Be prepared for it. Leticia is about to make another little piece of important decision in her cyberlife.

xoxo,
german wannabe

PS -> Believe it, I've never signed out with 'xoxo' before. ; )

Guten tag!

Recently, a friend of mine gave me an idea when he requested for me to blog about a certain topic. I'm sure you know what the topic is about right now. (If you don't, refer title)

From now on, I will be accepting requests to blog on any particular subjects that you might have requested. Just ask on the 'Quickie Comment' box and I might just blog about it. =D

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Request by Preshan


Why do Most Girls Expect Guys to Make the First Move?

Everyone wonders about this at some point in their life. WHY?! , you ask yourself. Well, from what I gathered online, these are a few of the reasons :

#1 > It is an unspoken rule, of sort.
#2 > We are shy
#3 > Girls LOVE getting chased [Don't you dare deny it!]
#4 > We might look like [word rhymes with 'gluts'] doing it.
#5 > Since guys are always thought to be the "alphas", women just expect that they also try to keep their alpha status by making the first move
#6 > We're afraid of rejection
# 7 > We might projected the image of a bunch of desperate spinsters

However, notice that I said 'most' instead of 'all' girl? I'm sure you did.
In the modern world today, quite a number of girls have ditched this mentality.
Preshan [the friend in question] wonders why do most of us from the female race still maintained this mindset.
I will not deny that I, myself have not abandoned this way of thinking.
I'm afraid this mentality might never disappear. Perhaps it will with the passage of time but we shall see...

Reference :
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20080621202847AAp8m0w

Sentence of the Day : Halt den Mund! [Shut up!]

Good evening!
Guten abend!

Today was Report Card day , Parent-teacher Session, Family Day, or also known by many students as ... Doomsday!

Let's skip all the small little details and move on to the nitty-gritty part, shall we?

During the brief conversation between my mother and Pn. Santhi, Pn. Santhi didn't exactly reveal all the misdeeds I committed in school to my mother.

• She said I didn't skip class. i SO did skip class
• She said I was a little noisy in class. a little off the truth, isn't it?

Anyways, Pn. Santhi said generally I am an OK student and could do better.

[Did she mean 'OK' as in 'Okay' type of OK or 'Orang Kurang-tanpa perkataan Upaya' type of OK? ] Right, I'm not making sense!

And she also said "you could do better" to Sue Fyenn! Does this mean she's using the same line over and over again!?

Now, onto another subject.

Till today, after 16 years of living on Earth and a few decades more as an egg (if you know what I mean), I still cannot figure out what I aspire to be when I 'grow up'. Sense the sarcasm there? Sadly, I can't grow any taller... but that's not the point!

Over the years, I had wanted to become :

~ a doctor (because everyone wanted to during primary school) but decided againsts it after feeling a little woozy at the sight and smell of my own blood.

~ a gymnast but the inspiration to become one disappeared after the short term gymnast training I had in school stopped for some unknown reason

~ a veterinarian but decided against it after I realised animals and I don't go well together.

~ an actress but decided against it after realising that acting is not in my blood.

~ a fashion designer but decided against it after realising I only get sparks of creativity once in a while

~ a flight attendant but decided against it after finally acknowledging that I am acrophobic and aerophobic, meaning I have a fear of heights and flying.

~ a lawyer but decided against it after finding out I can't even do debates or public speaking without stuttering and going 'uhm' or 'arr'.

~ a figure skater but decided against it after hours of holding onto the railing by the skating rink

~ an author but decided against it after publishing an unsuccessful story online.

Currently, I'm thinking about becoming a writer. It might or might not work out. We will see...

Sentence of the Day : Verstehen sie mich? [Do you understand me?]

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Did you know that science can be sexist?

I just returned from my Biology tuition and we just finished the subject of cell division.
Learning new words such as 'daughter cells' , 'sister chromatids' , 'mother cell' and so on...

Some of the students asked, "Sir, why no 'son cells' or' father cell' ? " ...
Obviously, everyone laughed at the question.
I bet you did!

Anyways, Amin read my blog today [actually,i asked him to but that's not the point, now is it!?]
and he said my blog isn't boring!
Awesome,no? [Well, for me at least]

I always thought no one visits my blog.

If YOU do visit my blog, post something on the 'Quickie Comment' box! Let me know you're reading! Let me know that I'm not just typing all this for nothing.
Pretty please with the cherry on top Humon's on top!

I shall not admit that I'm desperate for reader. Yes, I shan't!

Sentence of the Day :
Vielen dank! / Danke schön! / Danke! [Thank you!]

As many of you may know, I created a new breed of creatures a while ago. Today I created two more. Now, I'll be putting together all the Humons in this particular post, though Almon [Alicia] is left out since I don't have a suitable picture of her yet. =D

Suemon
Kelmon

Letmon

Logmon

Here's a piece of conversation between Sue Fyenn and me a few minutes ago.

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Sue Fyenn says:
I sleepy la.

german wannabe says:
IS THAT MY PROBLEM? i miss band...

Sue Fyenn says:
Haha. We'll start our practices for Merdeka in a matter of time.

german wannabe says:
i know! i can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

german wannabe says:
ps~> i'm still not letting you go..do the assignment!

Sue Fyenn says:
Since when you became so in love with band larr?

german wannabe says:
since La Salle won..lol. saya tak puas hati!!!

Sue Fyenn says:
Haha! I get it, man. That's why I'm still unsure of what I want to play.

german wannabe says:
i guarantee taking high tension if got..

Sue Fyenn says:
If got larr..

german wannabe says:
yar

Sue Fyenn says:
Stupid school la. I doubt will get it by Merdeka.

german wannabe says:
Ah noe!!!!!!!!!!!

Sue Fyenn says:
Everything also you know larr.

german wannabe says:
Ah noe!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sue Fyenn says:
You love me.

german wannabe says:
Yuh doh noe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ah doh lurb yuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

german wannabe says:
lol

Sue Fyenn says:
HAHAHA! You sound retarted!

german wannabe says:
ah noe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Alright, we're two immature bunch of beings.

Can't blame it on us though..

We're just two poor souls trying to hold and grip onto our rapidly disappearing childhood.
1 1/2 years of high school left!

YOU can't blame ME!!!

You can't!!!!

Ok, I shall stop here before I become a drama queen. ;D

I always forget to put this in the end of every blog ;
Sentence of the Day : Du bist Scheisse! [ You suck! ]

Hello fellow readers. [not that i have many but that's not the point, is it?]

Since Alicia, my Assistant Secretary kindly asked for an update, I am here to grant her wish. Feel blessed yet, Alicia? Lol.

Generally, i don't have much to post about so I have decided to post about my talents! I don't have many but I will take what i have.

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Talents

#1 : Pro Slurpee cup filler
#2 : Making people laugh with my not-so-witty comments
#3 : i have flexible joints
#4 : Adjusting microscopes
[My penpal made up a name for this talent from Latin/Greek words and created 'microessent'. I am microessent! ]

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That's all really. I don't have many talents.

I can sing, as well as a bull frog.
I can dance, as well as a person can with two left feet.
I can act, as well as a person who can't fake a tear.
I can play piano, as well as a person can play with elbows.
I can model, as well as an overweight pig.
I can bake cookies, that turn out charred.
I have a great sense of fashion, as well as a blind person.
I can paint, as well as limbless person.
I can arrange flowers, that looks like someone picked it up from the trashcan.
I can memorise, as well as a brainless person.
I can speed read, and end up jumbling up the words.
I can draw, a smiley face.
I can write, a boring story that will put a child to sleep.
I can play football, by missing the ball when I kick.

All the above are true.

Anyone would like to suggest a talent of mine that has not been listed,
feel free to post in the 'Quickie Comment' box!

That's all for today. Hope you guys had fun reading my sad sad blog.. =D

Do visit this blog the next time. Till then, au revoir Chao!

I lost my ability to spell.

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Ai los mai erbiliti to spel. Ehniweyz, hear ar der pikchers. Kortersee ovf mai farder. :)
Sardernli, ai god er temporerri speling erbiliti.

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SMK Raja Mahadi was placed in Group 8 with 3 other schools. One didn't show up so we competed with the other two schools.




We went up the stage and took our seat according to our numbers.
Logeetha ; 121
Leticia ; 122
Syuba ; 123
Sathish ; 124



Here's a close up. I tell you, my nerves were going haywire and my heart was thumping so hard it felt like it was going to jump out!





ROUND ONE


Logeetha was the first of four of us to spell. Her word was 'platelet' . She got it right.




Then came my turn. Whooo, tension!




My word was 'endow' . I got it right.



Then came Syuba's turn. Her word was '...' . I can't remember. 'Ti-something' She got it right.




Then it was the last of our members, Sathish. I don't remember his word too. He got it right.


None of us was eliminated during the first round.


ROUND TWO


It was Logeetha's turn again. Her word was... 'eff-something' . She got it wrong and was eliminated. If I were to get the word, I think I would have gotten it wrong too.



My turn again. Spelt ' o-l-i-g-a-r-c-h-y ' . Got it right.



Now, back to Syuba. She spelt some word and got it right.




Sathish spelt a word a got it right too.


In the end of Round 2, only Syuba, Sathish and I were left.


ROUND THREE


My turn. ' i-n-c-i-n-e-r-a-t-o-r ' . I got it right.



Syuba's turn. Spelt her word correctly.

In the end of Round 3, only Syuba and I were left since Sathish didn't get his word right. The word was tough. no, not 'tough' , let's say on the scale of 1-10 the word is a 8 1/2. The only contestants left were the two of us when we started with 14 others, excluding us.


ROUND FOUR


The pronouncer said that we were good since we managed to last quite long. At least longer than most of the schools. I smiled at him. :D



Now, back to crunch time. I got my word. Pronounced as reh-ve-lee.



I spelled 'revellie' .



The actual spelling was 'reveille' , which makes no sense or what-so-ever but, I shall say no more. Sad to say that I'm out. Now now, there's no more point of reading furthur. I'm out already. There's no more fun when I'm not in anymore! Stop reading!

Lol alright, so at the end of Round 4, Syuba was declared as the winner. Wished her the best of luck before I went back home with my parents.

Unfortunately, she didn't make it. Lost it at 'irreparable' . She was good though. :)


FINALLY!

Raja Mahadi got first for the Winning School since we collected the highest points among all the schools in Selangor. Awesome, huh!? Too bad I didn't stick around long enough to get my pictures taken, oh well...that's life. Nothing's fair. I should pray more. But, I digress.




The winner of the state of Selangor is Andrew Chong Zhi Wei from SMK Bandar Utama Damansara [2]. I found him online and talk to him a little. Not a bad guy. He's a greater speller so I wished him the best of luck during the Nationals. Good luck, man!


Reference :
http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Monday/National/2268642/Article/indexsir_html

So....I just came back from the Spell-It-Right competition. I didn't win. I lost it at the word 'reveille'. I spelled 'revellie'. Oh well, I'm not so crushed since I know I have no idea what that word was. I left as soon as I lost and I found out later that Raja Mahadi got the Winning School prize. :)

Awesome! Now, if only I can get my hands on a part of that money. You see, to make a long story short, we collected the most points for spelling correctly the most, therefore we managed to snatch the first prize, which is RM2000.

Too bad I didn't stay back to get my picture taken. Ugh. Oh whatever, I did my best.

Now now now, back to school. Boring!

The big day is over,
All the fun we had was in the past,
Do i sound depressed?
Not really,
I'm just sad.
I miss the days,
we walk around the field,
belting out songs,
screaming our lungs out,
practicing drills under the hot Sun,
sneaking out to 7-11,
sharing each others food,
eating lollipops,
piggy back riding,
laughing out loud,
getting covered up,
being screamed at,
getting lectures and pep talks,
all those and many more.
Don't you?


Here's a rhyme I made specially for you guys who are in band for this competition.

[I decided not to steal the 'Wee Lee' rhyme from Suefs since I figured she would want to use it]

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I miss band,
Where we all held hands,
Marching outside till we turn tan,
Frying our skin off as if on a frying pan,
Throwing mud at each other while we ran,
Screaming out songs as loud as we can,
Out to the whole Klang Jaya land,
Wishing the school would buy some sand,
After stepping in and out of mud screaming, "Oh shit man!"
And shouting the word "BUGGER" in the end.
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* The last line is Alicia YSJ's. :)
** The rest is mine.

Please pweasey please comment in the 'Quickie comment' box! :D

Danke schön!

I'm feeling rushed for no reason at all so I'll make this as short as possible without making it too boring. ;)

Pictures speak louder than words. [Quoted from Leticia]

Come to band, prepared for the battle of the fairest!

Surfing on the field on a piece of wood. How exhilarating, no?

Chairs are awesome. They make great markers and survive the harsh weather.

We were thirsty for blood.

Strawberries don't look like straws at all, do they?

Got any questions? Thoughts to share? Type away on the 'Quickie Comment' box!

Ahha! Meow to you guys out there! Suefyenn here. No, I didn't exactly hacked Leticia's blog. She saw me posting this, so I guess this is a sign of approval. =)

And so, today's Kelly Yong's fat day.(or birthday, in English) So, decided to keluar bersama-sama. Watch Narnia. Yeah yeah. I know larr. You guys must be like, 'Apa larr budak ini. Now only watch Narnia.' Hey! You think we're so free ke? We, unlike you lifeless people out there reading this, have band practices okayy.

So anyway, going to watch Narnia later. Sad larr, Alicia can't join us. =/

*thinks of what to say*

So, anywayyy.. I haven't mandi. And itu Kelly, is taking her time bathing. While I am stinking Leticia's house until she had to bring the air freshener spay can and spray Darren's room. Faster mandi larr, Kelly Yong! Sheeesh!

Okay larr. I don't want to make this into my blog now. *laughes* I'll go post in my blog later la. About the outing or something. Till then, toodles! <3

Suefs

What a day.

The Sun was not as scorching hot as it was like yesterdays but mainly the presence of the Sun just makes everyone hate the weather. Each and everyone of us cover ourselves with different choices of clothing or object. From a simple cloth to a jacket and umbrella, we have it on us!

Under the layers of cloth and jacket, we could literally feel ourselves baking like a chocolatey piece of cake in the blazing hot oven.

The day usually starts off with most of us slapping a layer of sun screen on ourselves before topping it off with jackets, cloths and caps. Some even bring umbrellas.



This is then followed by long and intense marching and making formations under,what else, the hot Sun! I seriously contemplated making a complaint to the school abouting the lack of a student hall. Imagine how much time and energy that will save us in the end of the day. Not forgetting the torture we had to go through, being baked to death.


Lastly, the blasted Sun can cause people to go a little cuckoo if you know what I mean. Screaming, crying, laughing, etc. etc. are among the side effects.


Wish I could provide more pictures but me being me, I forgot to charge my phone and ended up with a dead battery. Most of the pictures are with Suefs.

I don't like you Suefs! You're stealing all my picturesque moments!

Sentence of the day : Nein! [I kept screaming this out loud during formation today since we kept making mistakes] It means 'No'.

Well well well, I had a couple of people asking me about this.


I love almost everything related to Germany. Language, music, accent,..you name it!
['almost' because i don't like Nazi(s)]


To those who have rudely asked me about this, let me clear a few things up.
I want to be German, is that so wrong? Against your personal law or something?


Ok, enough of angsty talk. We [or I] shall move on to music talk.
I love German music, specifically a band called Tokio Hotel. Let me introduce them to you guys in a short little biography [that i stole from an awesome site]. Not much info on Georg and Gustav since they're very private persons.
[I thought I'd share this with you guys since most of you (or all) don't know who they are.]

I have promised you guys a view of Letmon and Kelmon. Thus, I have worked hard [ahem..] to create these little creatures and finally I am done with my masterpiece. Without furthur delay, i would like to present to you....


Letmon and Kelmon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




*applause* Thank you thank you!!! :)